I could've just edited my last post

but me caan bodda. So, finally watched Sympathy for Mr Vengeance. And it was good but it didn't really grab me like the others. Meh.

I need a new job for my sanity and future. I just got so dan comfy and complacent here but I can't stay. 1) It's not what I want 2) this company's future looks bleaker and bleaker.

there's gotta be more to life eh?

Wow!

So me a check out ONTD and smaddy posted on a movie called Lady Vengeance. He/she kept talking about the director Park-Chan Wook and his previous work and how good they are. So I decided to try them. The first one was JSA: Joint Security Area, the short of it, is it's a story about North & South Korea border patrol guards. It's a mystery that slowly unfolds to...it's a mystery that's all I'm gonna say but it was a good watch.

Next was Oldboy, OMG! Now this was another mystery but the ending was just wow! I'm not going to go into this one much cuz I don't wanna spoil anythng for anyone that may watch but it's....dammit! I had no prep so I ain't gonna prep you. But there's lotsa violence and some nudity.

Next up Sympathy for Mr Vengeance, hopefully the calls will be minimal today I can watch with as few interruptions as possible.

Lily Allen = Great Listening

so for the past few weeks, the name Lily Allen has been popping up in a few blogs I visit regularly and Ive been ignoring it till today. I went to youtbe to check her out and watched her music video for Smile which I posted below. She's great! Her music is this great mix of diff genres, sorry but I'm no good at this but I can tell you I like every frigging song on her album, every frigging one. Her lyrics, cheeky smart and full of attitude and yet in songs like Littlest Things so fucking earnest. Between her and Blue October my ears are happy :)

poor Meg

I took her up to bathe her today and she peed herself. She doesn't like running water but she likes being rubed down. Too bad cuz she needs bathing.

I have a dance recital I want to go to Friday but I'm not sure I'm gonna make it and not really sure I wanna. It was one of those couple things me and Rog did and I don't think I wanna go through that.

I need to do something about my head. My scalp is itchy and flaky and it's driving me nuts. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.

normally, I'm home by now

But because of pizza and Futurama I'm not. Whoever is behind Daily Episodes, THANK YOU!!! It's great to pull up any Futurama eppy at random and just watch :)

Slept over at K's last night. Same ole, same ole. Except her new Mac *drools* It's gorge! Makes me want one but I ain't got the money or desktop space or need but I still want one.

Me company's switching banks or whatever. So it's goodbye NCB and hello Scotia. I don't have an account there but I can open one through my company which would be easier than on my own. I think I'm gonna use my NCB account as my savings account and my Scotia as my spending account. Only prob is getting the money from one to the other. I highly doubt those fucks have some interbank system setup and I can't be arsed going from bank to bank. Ain't got that much time to spend in lines. Another downside it will be the New Kingston branch of Scotia, boo, too fricking far for me it's not even in HWT, on my normal route. Oh well.

all is not lost

so I'm leaving today and Meg(Ive decided to name the last pup and I named her Meg after the daugter on Fam Guy that no one likes cuz she's my least fave of the pups.) So I came back from my run and shes there looking at me shaking her tail all food expectant and I melt. I know it sounds corny but I'm starting to like her now. Maybe its cuz she's all I have left but I do.

Sleeping over K's tonite, I should call mom and tell her.

I wanna sleep so bad. Work fucking sucks, jus fucking sucks.

meh

Did the format and re-install. Gotta say this was one of my better ones even if I had to do it 3 times. But it works so I'm good.

The fucking ssh2 connection shit still is shit though and I deleted all the damn songs on the Ubuntu box already.

I've been up and down lately. Like one minute I'm getting fine with the break up and the next it's like some one ripped the band aid off. And I'm trying to not get all depressed so Ive been picking up hobbies I threw to the wayside. Like writing, Crys and I have been working on something I'm trying to get done. Something I don't think I'm good at, humour.

Spent the evening with Gregory again he followed me to the mall to pay my cable bill cuz it got disconnected and those asses onlinde do online banking with a bank I don't have an account with. Speaking of bills, I'm broke. I wanted to buy a UPS but that money has gone to jps. So I may just ask my dad to get me one.

the suckage continues

If you're a regular reader you know I found four pups in my yard. Last week or week before two of them disappeared cuz my fave was still here. I'm now down to one, I think. My fave died this morning, ran over by a car.

I'm now officially broke, payday is next week but all that has some place to go except my wallet :(

I need some good news or something real good to happen to me.

today was a success?

heh, well I did get sleep but I didn't go to RGD to get my dad's birth certifacte corrected. For some reason my computers arent speaking to each other so I couldn't update my Ubuntu box. But on the upside, I hade sleep and Ive gotten a lot of album art for my songs.

New itunes while pretty is annoying the shit outta me. I need an itunes store acount to grab album art so I just use media monkey. Prob is eveytime I do that and go back to itunes the dumb shit act likes my file can't be found, why you ask? It's looking for it in a folder I did not specify as my music folder, watever.

I did found a bunch of duplicate songs though so I'm good.

Tomorrow, I'm gonna have lunch with David and pay my cable bill. LOL, my cable is out. Which is prolly a good thing. I can download the shows I wanna see, well except Fashion House but I don't have the chan so I'm not missing out.

mostly music

made two interesting music discoveries this week. Blue October, who's been out for awhile but I'm just finding out about them. Their album is pretty good. Screw all this pop shit, this is actually a good album. I don't think I deleted one song and the emotion, maybe it's where I'm at but I'm really feeling foiled.

Today I went to my friends' site for their magazine, BACK-A-YARD, and discovered that one of my fave local artist, Tami Chynn, has a talented lil sis, Tess Anne Chin. Clicking on her name will take you to her myspace(yes, I know, I'm not a myspace fan either but she has good music.) Her style is rock mixed with reggae/dancehall. And my fave song on it is Hide Away. She's not signed yet but hopefully she will be soon. I'd love to hear her album.

I need a vacation, I get a 3-day break from work starting tomorrow but I need a vacation from my life. it just blows to the 100000000000000 power. not that I believe in fairy tales but a knight in shining armour would be great right about now better yet, a frigging fairy godmother!

headaches suck

So I'm at home all morning being fine as soon as I step out to go to work, headache. Then when I reached work, nausea kicked in. Kept getting worse and worse until I had some ginger tea and the nausea went away but my head still hurts.

So I'm going to bed now.

life sucks

major ass

Phoenix is here!

Finally got the pics from Rog. So here's Phoenix:


























Isn't she cute?

Had the weirdest thing happen to me today, my computer just turned off. Like power went but everything else had power. So I decided to check the power cable, nothing, so I plugged it into my linux box, still nothing. So I used the linux box power cord and my machine boots fine, apparently the cord died. Good thing I had an extra.

yay! I have clean pups!

I just washed two of the pups. The two black ones have disappeared during the week and I haven't seen them, even when I walked around. So only the brown and b&w one got washed. The flea and tick shampoo seems to be working, alot were washed away and the shampoo supposed to work for 7-10 days so I'm a wash them every Sunday. My only prob is the other pups and the mom. They're still dirty, the mom won't let me get near her so washing her is out and I can't find the other two but I bet they still hang or something. This shampoo better work.

OK, I dunno if I said but I'm gonna. I need to keep track of this. I updated my bios to v1.D0 I now believe the BSODs were because I had 1.C0. I dunno how. I had upgraded to 1.C0 before and the BSOD so I changed it back to 1.B0. If the problem occurs again, I'm gonna go back to B and uninstall MSI liveupdate. I think it autoupgraded to C after it got tired of me ignoring it.

I need to get me a can of compressed air. The two machines are dirty and the linux machine is hella dusty. Gotta go try updating and stuff.

I'm so listless I could die

Ive been infected by the blah today. I have no energy nor ideas to procrastinate on, nothing.

Saw a semi fight today. At the stop before mine, 3 people were at the bus shed. Two females and a guy who's holding a baby. So female A gets on the bus while female B starts to take the baby from the guy. So I turn away when outta the corner of my eye, I see a fist land on B. Then B runs outta my line of sight while the people on the bus try to get him to calm down. Next thing I know, this guy runsaround the bus onto the street. Did I mention he's a holding a baby? Apparently B went to get a bottle and that's why he was running. then this guy gets off the bus to play referee. He gets between them, takes the baby from the guy and gives it to B, who comes onto the bus cussing, despite people telling her to calm and not in front of the baby. So that was my excitement today.

Anyhoo, got my cam at work, gonna lend rog so he can take pics of Phoenix.

And guess who has work tomorrow, yours truly, bah! Gonna try take a nap, work sucks.

sudoku is addicting

Kamillah has me stuck on this annoying game or whatever it's called. I wanna stop but I can't until Ive solved it and trying to solve it hurts my head. Me and numbers don't mix.

Lucky ass Rog got a new dog. It's a puppy, doberman/rottie mix. I can't wait to see her, her name's Phoenix.

Good news is I've been keeping up with writing, exercising and running. I feel so proud of myself.

Sunday I'm gonna format and reinstall windoze and if all goes well then I can bring my linux machine back to work. I wanna start going through the graphics tutorials I'm amassing. Lord, I'm gonna have to relearn Gimp all over again.

Speaking of which, I'm in the process of using my googlepage to list my resources. Ive been getting the post is too large message everytime I edit my Resources. GP is hella restrictive and it's gonna take a awhile copy and paste so it comes out right. Shoulda done that today instead of stupid sudoku. oh well.

and my rita hate grows

so I'm listening fergie's album and she has a rack called mary jane shoes feature rita marley and the i-threes. A song about shoes that samples Bob's No Woman No Cry. this materialistic bitch! I hate when ppl takes beautiful meaningful songs and sample them for dumbass songs. jaime foxx + kanye I'm including you asses too. She continually sells out Bob's legacy, put his name on anything to make a buck and turn around and say shit about people not respecting his legacy. How can they when you obviously don't? ugh!

in with the new

out with the old. Some people were walking round replacing people's bulbs with fluoroscent ones for free. Mom, came in all happy and exchanged all ours. Hope they still work when I get home.

BSOD is still on my ass. I wanna do a format and reinstall since I was planning on doing one anyways but I need to find my BIOS upgrade, 1B0, so I won't have the SATA issues that nearly gave me high blood pressure. It used to be on my hard drive but I can't find it now, bah! Gotta look again. Also gonna try removing Firefox from my system totally but I don't think that's the prob. Something keeps refering to viamraid.sys and I don't know what it is. Format will cure all, hopefully.

I want a laptop and I'm torn between a cute mac or a windoze one. At first, I was gonna get a Mac but Intel's dual core is just calling me. Wait, ignore my ignorance, thed intel macs do hav intel core duo. :D Nows alls I gotta do is work out how to pay for it. Contributions are welcomed :)

Boo to the Macs. I just checked, for what's in my price range I can get a bigger screen and better specs with a notebook, I'll pass.

I'm gone to labrish with co-workers.

another lazy sunday

nothing happened. except a little scare with my 120 on my Ubuntu box but its fine now.

was talking to rog when stu came up and I called him expecting voicemail but he answered, heh. He's fine, same ole Stu.

I actually attempted writing today, typed a few words, heh.

I visit PostSecret every sunday and today, one of them really bugged me:


Maybe it's because I've been commiserating about growing up without my dad with someone who's trying to reconnect with hers but that just, ewww. More than the normal eww.

today was goood!

Yay! My linux machine can handle a DVD burner but I'm still thinking of upgrading the MB or atleast adding more RAM.

Had sushi with David and his parents. Looved it! I heart wasabi :) Then we went to look at orchids at a pet shop and they ended up buying two fishes. Nice pet shop, they had some really pretty birds. We went back to their house and they watched a DVD while I slept, then we played poker! I won the first round by mostly bluffing but I was first out in the second round and now I'm home.

I dunno how many times Ive said it, it must be alot, but I love David's parents. Theyve been together for years and theyre still obviously in love and so affectionate in away that doesn't make you sick or feels corny. I thoughtit woulda made me sad but it didn't. It made me hopeful, and I like it.

Yay! Seems the BSODs are gone, well I hope it is, I can copy from the cd/dvd drive and browse and have no prob. At first I thought the power cut mustve reset my BIOS but that wasn't it. I think it may have to do with an IP conflict with the netspeak, I know it sounds unrelated esp, since the error in events said the error was because they couldn't load viamraid.sys(that's wassociated with something Ive uninstalled ages ago) but since I've put the machine on DHCP, prob is gone. Hmm now that Ive typed it out it still makes no sense. this machine was set to .2, the netspeak grabs .1 by default. Whatev, hopefully it's gone.

Anyhoo, I'm tired, nini.

whys it gotta be good news, bad news?

So I finally found two shows I can watch. Nip/Tuck and Fashion House. I don't have the chan either comes on but I was counting on torrents to keep me up to date. Wrong! While I expext no problems with Nip/Tuck, Fashion House is not going so well. I don't think the torrent makers realize it's on 5/6 times a week. I can only find the 1st eppy same for the other MyNetworkTV debutante Desire(which is just crap, bad acting and uninteresting chars).

I don't have to explain N/T to anyone, I'm loving it so far, I gotta get the previous seasons dvds. Fashion House, even with subpar acting with Bo Derek who's a bit flat at times is still intriguing. The dialogue isnt shitty and most of the actors can act and are muy watchable. I want the damn torrents!!!!

rog and I have sorta settled into not exactly together thing. He's still my first call, like when the puppies went missing(found them around the road) and he did show up at lunch with David. I don't hate him now but he's lost points he wont ever be able to recover.

I knew I shoulda stopped at the ATM today, I want pizza.

Finally!

Finally went to the Japanese restaurant. It was gooood. I had some crab appetizers that was good but I preferred the Chinese version. Then I had Pork Katzu Curry, which was fried breaded pork with a great curry sauce and rice, I want some more. I washed it down with hot sake :) hehe. And for desert Tempura ice cream aka fried ice cream. They have ice cream in a sorta pastry shell fried :)

The LJ people have made this new blogging community called Vox . I signed up for an invite I think this week and Nuri's friend was giving out invites, both came in at the same time, well the one I signed up for came in first but I hadn't checked mail yet. Long story short, I have a Voxblog! You can see it here. I don't think I'm gonna simul post there like I do LJ and Blogger. I may use it for something else. I haven't totally checked it out yet but I'm liking it so far. It comes with built in multimedia capabilities. Like you can link your blog with your Flickr and/or Photobucket account. I got three invites left so reply if you want one. or you can go to the site and sign up for an invite, you should get yours in a few days.

Yes David, I did run this morning even though I went to bed after 2. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be but it wasn't great either.

BTW, if you have the National Geographic channel please check out Fight science. Great show. If you don't have the chan grab the torrent. The human body is amazing!

boo me

So my alarm went off at 5:30 this morning and I reached over and turned it off. So I'm gonna put it where I have to get my ass up to turn it off.

I'm still thinking of another piercing. tongue or top of ear? I dunno.

Japanese for lunch tomorrow! :D Can't wait!

YAY!!!

I got a raise! I cant buy a house and car just yet but I got more breathing room to save and pay bills :) Yay me!

RIP Steve Irwin

The famous croc hunter done in by a sting ray. I have now words beyond that. Is it bad that I'm disappointed its a sting ray and not a croc? I used to make jokes about him dying at the jaws of a croc, hell it was somewhat expected, but a damn sting ray? It's not even that dangerous of an animal(yes I know but still).

I feel sorry for his wife and kids. Losing a husband and dad...my condolences.

of friends and rescued days

so I met Gregory at the mall last night. we ate and walked the mall but was one of the best times Ive had in ages. Thanks Gregory from turning a fucksucky day into a better one.

He supposed to come by at 2 but its now 3:20 and his always-late-ass ain't here. We're supposed to go by Paul and look at his computer. Speaking of which you'd think Paul would call since its his computer that's spazzing.

I realized last nite that I really do love cussing. I prolly shouldn't but it's so expressive. I know some dipshit said cussing is the lazy man's whatever but I don't care. Cussing is very expressive and descriptive and I can guarantee you, it does get your point across so yay cussing.

I'm sooo fucking bored right now, bah!

the fucksucky continues

all day twas bright and sunny, come evening, it's raining like a bitch. so no japanese and sake for me.

now my mom is pissing me off. she refuses to get a temp job till her business is up and running and now she wants me to contribute more to bills cuz she cant and I dont have much of choice since I need light and water etc. So the money I was saving for my certifications is gonna have to be used. What pisses me off most is we've talked about this already, she knows how much I make she knows I can't afford this but her usual response is ask your dad. Apparently he's made of money, let's forget he hasn't had a job in what a year? and he's living off his savings. her utter refusal to get a temp job, a fucking temp job!

seriously if I could get a hit out on someone there's this asswipe in california I'd like taken out, it would be a real service to humankind, PLEASE!!!

today was a bust

I didn't skull work and I didn't get drunk :( Although David dropped by with beer. Keesh & Co all cancelled or watnot :( so the new plan is japanese, sake and poker tomorrow.

Gonna try and go to hellshire on sunday, some fry fish and bammy would do me good. Maybe I can get paul to take me after I look at his computer. I really hope watever is wrong with it isnt serious.

ok, i'm gonna say this again. I need to start running or swimming. I need a sport, regular exercise. I'm not liking this extra weight esp since I can't fit into some of my fave clothes. I wanna go clothes shopping but I dont want anything in my size now whatever it is, so I'm a need to lose some weight first :(

rog went to mobay today, he just called to say hes reached. things have kinda mellowed out between us lately. I guess that's good or watnot.

tonight is the perfect night to get drunk

called David and he's in! LOL, he's gotta get a new fone or get his fixed, his mic is busted and talking via beeps though funny gets annoying.

also called Keesha, she's supposed to call me back .

I'm gonna feel like shit tomorrow. Itchy rashes, prolly a headache but I don't care.