Seeking A Purpose

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moving

2007-08-07T18:20:00.000-05:00

From now own, I'll only be updating my LJ. It's been fun, bye!

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no work tomorow!

2007-08-05T21:41:00.000-05:00

I love holidays. Tomorrow is Independence day and not my day to work. :) Don't have any plans apart from sleeping and washing my hair but it's gonna be great staying home.

Brock has worms, I'm taking him to the vet this weekend. Also need to get something for fleas and ticks cuz the Frontline plus isn't cutting it. I also need to remember to pick up a harness for him he's outgrowing the one he has now.

4400 is getting better each week :) This week was pretty good even if I figured it out in the first coupla minutes. Got some Kyle/Isabelle action which totally makes up for the little Isabelle/shawn crap they did. And I can't wait for next week, Richard's back! And he kidnaps Isabelle and I have no speculation as to why.

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Now playing: Sean Kingston - I Can Feel It
via FoxyTunes

almost there

2007-08-02T23:03:00.000-05:00

Shopping went great! Got everything except the bags, blue jeans and some bras. Gonna go by Portmore mall tomorrow and see what I can find.

Not looking forward to work tomorrow at all esp if power goes like it did today, thank God it was my day off.

Got to do some major sleeping today! And I still feel sleepy so I'm going to bed.

day off well spent

2007-08-01T21:56:00.000-05:00

slept, played with Brock, tinkered with my computer.

Going shopping tomorrow, hopefully I'll find everything tomorrow. I also need to get Brock a new harness.

I sooo should've washed and combed my hair today, but got too lazy.

Still getting used to my n95, trying to get an IM client for it. I used to use Agile messenger on my p800 but its no longer free and pidgin doesnt have a mobile version. Found one called eBuddyMobileMessenger but it only supports msn, yahoo and aim but it will do for now.

format c:

2007-07-31T14:10:00.000-05:00

reinstalled windows last night apparently the blue screen and reboot was because my windoze partition was fried or something works fine now. Still gotta reinstall ubuntu tonight, sounds fun.

Called c&w and requested their 6 month 3md adsl for cheap plan, asked her what's gonna be the price after 6 months, haha, they'll inform you like she's not 'they'. Anyhoo, I'm a sucker so I'll have faster net for 6 months.

I wanna sleep soooo bad, thank your various gods tomorrow is a holiday and I get to sleep all day. Aint going nowhere cuz 1) I hate going out on holidays 2) it's election time which makes it way worse. Gonna stay home with Brock and tinker with my puters.

dolly house mash up!

2007-07-30T18:44:00.000-05:00

The self titled 'Brangelina' of Jamaican dancehall have split, after less than one year of marriage and theyre both pointing fingers saying the other cheated. Beenie a come pon TV a play victim, watever! Caan wait fi the Bounty I-Told-You-So song. The Twin of Twins song is already out:

Hilarity!

4400 is great! Theyre overdoing the Messiah thing but it's sorta funny. Collier = messiah, Kyle is his Peter?(my Bible is rusty) and Isabelle is the Mary Magdalene. Then again judging from Kyle's reaction to Jordan de-promicing the soldiers he may very well be his Judas. I'm glad Jordan didn't fall for Maia's obvious lie. I'm not liking the previews for next week, well the Shawn/Isabelle togetherness, I dont want her with him, hopefully it will pan out to nothing.

Going home to reinstall windows and probably ubuntu, not very fun at all.

Also got a C&W SIM today so I'm now one of the two cells peoples but as soon as Digicel gets their act together I'm going back to one. I really cant be bothered with having two phones.

Why's it gotta be good news bad news?

2007-07-29T12:32:00.000-05:00

So I went shopping yesterday, good news, I got all the bottoms I need in one spot for very good prices but I still need tops (I did get some cute non-work tops) bags and shoes.

Met my dad at the airport, met his wife and my step-sister. Her name is my middle name :)

Now for the ups drama. Dad says when he got back there was no more 700W so got a 900W and I was like cool! I dunno why I wasn't concerned that the brand is Geek Squad so I plug it in everything seems fine till I realize everything thats plugged in the battery side not turning on. I press the power button and it start beeping, plug it out lug it back in everything turn on but despite the ups being plugged in was running from the battery so like in 30 minutes everything go off. The fault light its not on, I plug it in and have absolutely nothing plugged into it turn on the power and it beeping. Gonna try calling their customer care line tomorrow maybe today.

Got my Nokia N95, tried setting it up while Kamilah was shopping in the supermarket, had some initial trouble, it would have signal and whatever but I wasn't able to make calls. Then I figured what I had done wrong corrected it, made some calls and everything was fine. Came home, no signal. Faas round, faas round nothing. So me Google it and according to TechJamaica forums Digicel(my cell service provider) nuh ready fi mi cell fone. So I'm all ready to switch so me call me cousin that works at Digi and him say him can confirm it will work tomorrow. So I'm gonna wait and see. If it doesn't work I'm gonna get a new number cuz I'm going to C&W. Yes people, I changing course! I'm sooo glad it's not a phone problem or me woulda bawl living eye water.

I got something to smile about

2007-07-26T21:49:00.000-05:00

My dad got my phone and they sent the plum one and it works, he's tried it with his SIM and it works. So as long as he doesn't forget it, I'll be fine. Also it comes with a 1 gig card, so I can put some playlists on it and still have music on the road. Speaking of which, I'm gonna try and get the Archos 605 when it comes out.

Me and Kamilah going shopping Saturday, gonna get some clothes and a bigger handbag. She wants to get her tattoo on her lower back I just know she's gonna bawl, poor ting. I may get my tongue done again but that's doubtful. I may get some other piercing though.

My cousin came back with my mom. I dunno how he's gonna handle the heat but as long as he computers and net he should be fine.

fuck off apple!

2007-07-26T02:06:00.000-05:00

I'm done. How the fuck you gonna send me a replacement ipod that isn't working? tried it on both my comps, with dif cables on dif ports still no go. This is ridic. I'm so getting an Archos or Creative mp3/video player.

I'm just so mad and disappointed, Ive waited to get this back for so long and now it's here and it's not working! I'm done with iPods.

I'm old! Put my hair in twists tonight and noticed gray hairs.

I'm going to bed, tonight was just one big letdown.

lj is down and I'm bored

2007-07-24T22:28:00.000-05:00

SA's has gotten some JPS treatment and is down so i can't visit comms get textures, tuts and stuff.

So I go to work today and Kams is like asshole is vex. LOL he's mad cuz I wrote his name in a ticket because he didn't write a ticket. Now he's saying it wasn't necessary and he couldve written up names in tickets but he won't cuz it's not necessary. Whatever! I bet if it was something positive he'd be my best friend, asshole. I hope he maintains the silent treatment it's been great not having to deal with him.

My ipod is here! Well, not here here but my aunt brought it with her to country and mom is bringing it down tomorrow :) :)

finally!

2007-07-22T21:01:00.000-05:00

4400 just got good! Shawn is still being an idjit and the people behind Isabelle are coming to the fore and they infected/marked Tom, hehe. Isabelle apologised to the idjit, whatever, he's proving he hasn't learnt jack. I can't for her to get back her powers and I don't think Jordan can de-power her.

Craig stood me up :( He was supposed to take me to Hellshire for some fish and I'm still here :( I should be hungry since I haven't eaten all day just drink drinks and water but I figure it's the heat. Anyhoo, shower time.

I was dumb last night(shut up David)

2007-07-21T21:10:00.000-05:00

I drank too much rum and pepsi at the nine night and was hella sick today. I vomited basically all day even after my stomach was empty. I only stayed for part of the funeral and didn't go to the burial. I came home and slept off the rest of the hangover.

That church was weird, had a bunch of copyright infringement lawsuits waiting to happen. There the Sprite logo that was spelt Spirit, same for Jesus Inside, pentium rip off and another one that was a detergent rip off.

Then Craig came by and we went to Prendy's at Hellshire and had some fried fish. the water was great but I all I did was walk in it. I need to buy some bathing suits, I haven't swam in ages.

My skin itches like crazy. I must not drink, I must not drink, I must not drink.

free at last!

2007-07-20T16:06:00.000-05:00

today is the last day I put up with a certain co-worker's fuckery. This morning he accused me of leaving a customer in limbo just because his lazy ass didn't want to take a call. This is the same 2/3 hours on the road doing God knows what then comes in and take one full hour lunch break. Whenever we have a walk in customer, he suddenly wants to go the bathroom/lunchroom or has to make some important call. He's also the same person that IGNORES and HANGS UP on customers. And when it's time for im to call C&W, he sits watchs anime and play WOW and only remembers when his shift ends and tries to pass it off to others. I'm not even gonna get started on the time he left me on my own when DSL went down. But I leave customers in limbo. I'm done with his ass.

I came in and put him on ignore and him realize and start being extra friendly with Kamilah, primary school much? Only he thinks this is temporary, it's fully permanent for me. Glad I told my manager everything this morning, I hear there's going to be a meeting, can't wait.

...hawk deh near

2007-07-18T22:16:00.000-05:00

is like me did know! So I called dad to finalize some things and find two potentially bad things :(

this is not so bad, I want the plum coloured model and while the site states it comes in plum/silver it doesn't give the option to choose. I really want the plum but I can satisfy with silver.
its supposed to be delivered on the 27th, his flight is on the 28th. You do see my worry here but I'm not gonna worry, Ive been a good girl so karma should be on my side.

chicken merry...

2007-07-18T16:58:00.000-05:00

For whatever reason, I'm happy and hopeful :) Lots of things are just falling into place for me and I'm anxiously awaiting their fruition. My aunt is coming and so is my dad! Although I wish my cousin was coming too but she's got school and work so that wn't happen but I can call and speak to her so that is some consolation.

I still haven't seen Die Hard 4 and now transformers is out, I wanna see that too. Don't even ask about Harry Potter, lost interest sometime ago. Didn't even see the previous movie

it's just my sinus draining

2007-07-17T22:16:00.000-05:00

right now it's just annoying, hopefully it wont get worse and block my nostrils.

We have this client at work that just suddenly switch. Before, he was one of the nice people, an idiot but a nice one(which reminds me, how did such an idiot get a job like his?) now he's an asshole AND an idiot. Now he questions everything I say like I don't know what I'm talking about. I have to constantly get my manager to repeat exactly what I just told him. Case in point, tonight he called, his dsl modem is auto rebooting and he's getting an attitude as in it's our fault. And I'm like its either a power or modem fault, he's like no it's a line fault. WTF? And he's totally disregarding all my troubleshooting suggestions as if I'm an idiot. So I put him on hold, consulted with another tech who agreed with me, after I told him this he finally backs down. Whatever, all the extra things I used to do for him, I'm done now.

Brock trashed the house today, came home and stuff was all over the place. You know it's bad when mom gives him the eye.

Today, I'm one step closer to my Nokia N95 :) Can't wait to get my hands on that phone!

I gots the sniffles

2007-07-15T20:52:00.000-05:00

Ive been sneezing and sniffling since evening, just great. Hopefully it doesn't get any worse but I doubt it.

Miss Bev's funeral is next Sunday, not sure how I'm going to reach, hopefully they'll have a bus.

Tomorrow I'm going broke, not really, I'm gonna be diversifying my assets, lol. And it's scary, I don't like where it is currently because of the sucky ass returns but it's safer there. But I have to do this, I want to have some security in life and not have lack of money be a reason for me to not do what I want or need to do.

R.I,P. Beverly Goffe

2007-07-12T21:52:00.000-05:00

My neighbour died today, I didn't even know she was home from the hospital. I guess I shouldn't be surprised since I knew she had given up but...I dunno. And I really feel it for her son, it's been just the two of them mostly and now shes gone. I hope his family are very supportive and not asses. You know how some people get wen dem want dead lef.

I'm gonna miss her, gossip mongering aside, she was a great neighbour.

it's that time again

2007-07-11T22:45:00.000-05:00

time to reinstall windows. Machine's moving funky but that's another wait for UPS task.

Season 2 of Eureka has started and I still haven't finished watching season 1, oh well.

South Park is hella funny, yeah I'm late to the party but this show is hilarity.

Still haven't watched Die Hard 4 and Transformers is gonna open soon. Gonna try for this Friday.

mission aborted

2007-07-08T18:23:00.000-05:00

went to see Die Hard 4 but were too late and it was full so we decided to go eat. We tried some sorta new place called Mac's Chop Shop it's waaaay fancier than it sounds but apparently their kitchen closes at 9, and I don't think our jeans and t-shirt attire helped either but the oner/manager.dude in charge was very nice gave us cards and whatever. We went to Norma's on the Terrace instead. It was ok, shoulda went to East instead, this try somewhere new thing is getting old.

Oh yeah, Rog lent me his UPS, haven't tested it yet to see how long it lasts yet but I'm do it later. Gotta go by Innovative tomorrow, Rog says they have 750 and 82o Watts for what's gonna be some ridic prices since it's Innovative but I'll check them and ask my dad.

I wanna try the Neutogena T-Gel shampoo if I can find and afford it.

chuck norris is kicking ass on my tv

2007-07-06T23:14:00.000-05:00

I'm tired and disappointed. Things didn't go totally as planned this week and I didn't get to enter some stuff I wanted to :( I got work tomorrow :(

Good news, my dad found a UPS that will be great for my comps but its like 26 pounds, dunno how he's gonna bring it in. Can't wait till it gets here so I can do my dvd backups without worrying about stinking jps

its that time of ever 4 years again when election talk is rife. usually fuckery and gnashing of gums, who cares? pnp more than likely gonna 'win', and people going dead. been there done that.

gotta go walk Brock one last time before I turn in.

1000 words

2007-07-05T13:36:00.000-05:00

ugh

2007-07-04T14:06:00.000-05:00

I'll be working all fracking week, so no Friday off to sleep and enter icontests and go through tuts. Which reminded me, I still needed the part for my Ubuntu machine...still nothing and what upsets me is the pussyhole acted the enitre time like he was doing it. Only upside is my aunt and dad are coming this summer so I'm trying to get one of them to bring it in.

So far I'm glad I switched to 10-6, it's less work and I never get abandoned. Only thing my body hasn't adjusted to waking up so early but I get lots of sleep at work so that should sort itself soon.

Finally watched 4400 yesterday. Eppy 4.3 was pretty boring even though I loved seeing Constance Towers outside of GH. And what's happened to Shawn? His hair cut and colour do not fit him at all, he just looks yuck. And the best part, Isabelle escapes which adds my fuel to mu theory that she isn't as powerless as theyd like us to think. Shes the only one in the flipped van that isn't unconcscious and it seems Kyle is gonna be her new best friend. I'm really liking Cassie now and I think its partly cuz she reminds me of Hex's Thelma. Can't wait to see the next eppy.

seriously

2007-07-03T11:35:00.000-05:00

I work for one of the worst companies ever. it's a ISP in an office building whose generator isn't reliable. They have servers on UPSes that need new batteries. And it's summer meaning it's power cut time. So you'd think theyd get better UPSes or their own generator? Riiiiiiiiiight! So I have to deal with upset customers who have all rights to be upset. I need a new job but I'm not getting any responses which is very depressing.

melting...

2007-07-01T15:43:00.001-05:00

I wanna photoshop but it's soooooooo hot!

I feel like calling Greg or Craig and see if we can go stroll the supermarkets suck up some A/C and maybe some free samples. It's the simple things.

Last night night power went and I got to test out the radio flashlight my dad sent, loved it!

Auntie Noelle forgot to give Stevie my ipod :( so I'm still gonna have to wait till she comes, hopefully she wont forget. I wont make the same mistake. I was gonna call her to remind her to give it to Stevie and I didn't so yeah, not gonna happen again.

Anyhoo, going outside to chill, laters.

ssdd

2007-06-29T18:08:00.000-05:00

working alone...again. fun times.

Gonna try and do my nails tomorrow, theyre long overdue.

Y is there yet another email with pics of high schoolers having sex? Now its supposedly some Queens girls but theyre not in uniform so I dunno could just be regular lesbians. Can't wait for this trend to end. I dont need to see how young Jamaica get it on.

Went to Livity today. David we should go, theyre much faster now. I havent had ital food in ages and I totally missed it. Had veggie run up today and it was great. Speaking of which, there's aplace across from me I should go find out if they sell ital food too.

so

2007-06-27T15:18:00.001-05:00

I'm in the supermarket getting gum and this chica, a friend of the cashier looks at me and laughs, keeps talkinging. When I'm cashing she turns to me and asks, "Are you a butch?" Now I know what it means but I honestly didn't expect such a question from a stranger no less. So I just say no and pack my shit. Homegirl decides to insist I am. Like seriously, she's gonna tell me what my sexual orientation is. I just packed my stuff and left.

back to work

2007-06-25T14:23:00.000-05:00

does anyone know what I can put in my water bottle to discourage pussyholes from drinking my water and if they would fill back my bottle it would be bad and not so bad. But I must find something to put in it. I just noticed that my manager has me working late on friday, heh. I think it's about time I came down with something.

I finnaly did it, lol. I've made a graphics comm. It's mostly for my amusement for right now but I've found making stuff fun and relaxing. When I get my Nokia N95 I'm gonna add pictures.

Anyone watch 4400? I'm loving the return, last night's eppy confirmed my suspicion that Cassie is in watshisface head. And as for Isabelle, someone's lying. Either that gov't dude is or Isabelle tricked him. For some reason I dont think she's as powerless as everyone thinks she is esp after that smile she did after gov't dude left. No Jordan this eppy and I dont care about anyone else. There's no Isabelle in next week's previews but we'll see.

Going to hell?

2007-06-23T12:23:00.000-05:00

Wanna prepare for it? Come to Portmore, Jamaica! Although to be honest, it's cooler today. Yeah, yesterday it was 100F now it's 97F, can I feel the difference? Nope!

I've been cutting up clothes like a fiend, pants and t-shirts are being summerised.

Yesterday didn't exactly go as planned :( Didn't get to take my cousin anywhere but KFC but we still had some fun.

99 degrees F

2007-06-20T22:36:00.000-05:00

and it's NIGHT! WTF?!

My poor cousin, she's here and it must be boring for her. Since Friday is my day gonna try and see if I can bring her to Craig's farm or something.

I wanna see Live Free or Die Hard so bad.

did I tell you it's 99F here? I need to invest in an A/C

wow, apparently they grabbed a guy up the road from me and as usual there's conflicting reports.

anyhoo, I'm gonna shower...again, it's too fricking hot!

Brock pics!

2007-06-17T22:27:00.000-05:00

Mom was cleaning and Brock decided to 'help' :) This is my fave of the lot, looks like he's dishing some sweet gossip, lol:

From Brock

it's been awhile

2007-06-17T11:34:00.000-05:00

hmm, Friday went with Craig to watch FF:2. Better than I expected. More Kerry, Silver Surfer has a nice bod and Dr Doom was back :) Even Jessica Alba improved, like she took some emoting classes, good for her.

Spent most of yesterday on the road, took Brock to the vet then hung out with Craig and Greg. Went to the supermarket and filled up on samples, went to Spain and then spent most of the night at Craig's.

Poor Brock, apparently my departure yesterday really upset him, he stayed by the door all night and was whiny. And to make matters worse mom went to country today and he bawled when she left, slipped out of the collar and ran after her. He's resting now.

My cousin is here! Poor thing, left when she was very young so she's not gonna remember us much but she has cousins her age to hang with. Can't wait to see her.

ready for a change

2007-06-14T14:59:00.000-05:00

Went to the Chinese Benevolent Society yesterday to check out their martial arts classes and I so wanna join. They have classes Mon-Fri 7:00-7:45pm. It's $9000 for 3 months but I think it's worth it. Exercise and self defence in one :) They teach a mixture of different martial arts, some type if kung fu, kickboxing, weapons training and what most interested in, grappling and throwing :)

This also fits into my request for earlier shifts. 10 o'clock shifts nuh mek it no more, especially since everybody love abandon me, so I'm done with it. Gotta wait till next month though because a) don't have the money yet and b) timetable won't change till next month.

Speaking of, same fuckery nearly happen again today. Kamilah not coming in, B's day off, Adrian finish @ 4 and Greg leaving early at 3. Greg, the manager knows all of this what does he do? Play World Of Warcraft. I had to call B in myself.

woo sah

2007-06-12T17:43:00.000-05:00

yesterday was a waaaaaaay fucksucky day at work. I worked alone from 4 to 10pm. There's 5 people in customer care. Three finished at 4 and my manager had a meetng at 4. Meeting finished nad he went to have a lovely chat with co-workers and then keft, wuh no fucking word to me at all. What made it worse was how he was in meeting last week talking about how we should work our hours and be considerate of each other.

Add to that my taxi driver he has convention this week so knowing him, he's gonna want to come pick me up at 11:30 and there about. It's not gonna work, me and him are having a falling out. He has some nasty passive aggressive fuckery he does that's just about burnt all my bridges with him and I'm really tired of working off his schedule.

Then to add to the joy, power went today, for like 2.5 hours and reminded me why I subscribe to the competition and not the company I work for.

I also need to get a new vet in Portmore, mine isn't working out. He needs to pick one place or get associates, this isn't working. I think Brock may have an ear infection and I have to wait till Saturday to have him check it out.

2007-06-10T16:44:00.000-05:00

Work wasn't bad yesterday, I'm so glad there wasn't any powercuts.

David and I went to Kit's and played some poker before we went to Chilitos. I expected more of a restaurant type thing but it was more of a fast food place. The food was good and so was the service so I'll be going back, esp since it's down the road from me. :)

2007-06-08T17:13:00.000-05:00

so after work yesterday, I went with David to visit Kit. Not before buying Chinese food from a restaurant called Little Tokyo. Exactly.

Rog came by and we stopped by his house before we went to visit his uncle. His mom and I even talked. Mostly about Brock and his siblings. His uncle was pretty knocked out from chemo but we had fun watching news and Rising Star(Jamaica's version of American Idol), hilarity. I need to watch it more often.

On the way home saw the cops pulling over a car, had the driver splayed on the ground. Like the second cop car drove past us and stopped and immediately came out of the car with their guns on ready. For a second I thought they were gonna start blazing. But they didn't, we didn't stick around to see what happened, it was late, I was tired.

Brock nearly gave mom a heart attack, he ran out in the road chasing some bitch and got hit by a minibus. They driver braked or slowed down cuz all Brock has is a bruise on his leg and he's running and jumping like normal.

Today was a great day off, slept played with Brock, ate and slept. Rog came by but he didn't bring Phoenix so her and Brock could play.

I wish I didn't have work tomorrow and I also wish I had my ipod. Can't wait to get it back.

JPS had fun with us today

2007-06-07T19:00:00.000-05:00

Work was up and down today but mostly up. Came in, no calls so I slept, then got a few easy calls then power went and the generator decided it was on vacay, so I got more sleep. Then the generator came back, did a little work, then it kicked out. Slept some more then power came back. Thought we'd have more calls but I'm not complaining.

Gotta take Brock to the vet tomorrow since no one can switch with me on Saturday, prolly gonna have to get a taxi to do it too.

:(

2007-06-07T00:48:00.000-05:00

There was an accident on Ferry tonight didn't get to take a good look but judging from the little I saw and the amount of cars that parked to get a look, it looks real bad.

We had the meeting today, and we just went through basic stuff, a lot of slackness is gonna get curbed esp login and logout time. It shouldn't be much of a prob for me although Ive been consistently tardy lately but I shall be fine.

Went to JMMB to make a withdrawal and despite me telling them I wanted it on a 30day cycle, once the first one was up they started a 6 month one, so I can't make a withdrawal without a penalty. So frakking inconvenient.

The summer powercuts have begun and I still haven't bought the UPS :( Oh joy. On the upside I just upgraded Pidgin in Ubuntu all by lonesome, well, me and ubuntuforums.com but it worked so there.

Anyhoo, bedtime!

jutc is the devil

2007-06-05T16:48:00.000-05:00

I wish I had a car, waited nearly an hour for a HWT bus finally get one go to half way tree, waited another half hour to get a bus to work. this fucking ridic.

I got a new ringtone!

2007-06-04T20:05:00.000-05:00

LOL, no big deal but I'm loving Munga's Talk to Mi. Yes, it's slack but whatever:

Also Kartel's Wine Pon you:

Went to Prendy's last night with Craig and Greg. Haven't been to a dance in ages. Reminded me I like standing near the soundboxes and feel the bass in my chest. Must try doing it more regular. BTW David, food was quicker there we must go there one day. Speaking of, when we going to Chilitos?

Ahh, no meeting today, lol. Not surprised. Acting is still sticking to his car was stolen story but we'll see. That boy maintains his crown as the King of Skipping Work Excuses. SO Meeting is tomorrow, should be interesting.

new month, new schedule

2007-06-01T23:25:00.000-05:00

Worked 10-6 today and I slept all morning :) But I love leaving work early.

It rained today and I loved it. When I went for lunch saw some schoolgirls walking barefoot with their shoes in hand reminded me of when I was their age and did the same thing wen rain fall.We'd make 'boats' from leaves or whatever and race them in the gutter. Which reminds me, I used to love being in the rain and I can't remember when it changed.

A&E has this show called Intervention that I watch whenever it's on. When I watch I'm either mad or crying. Addicts and people in general tend to be oblivious to what friends and families of addicts go through. It's not easy or simple to deal with an addict esp one that just doesn't care and is prone to violence. You call the cops, he gets arrested and in no time he's back terrorizing your lives again. I should prolly give the show a break.

Look ma!

2007-05-31T06:45:00.000-05:00

I entered an icontest after ~~having my arm twisted~~ some prodding by Nuri. And I did and I got 2nd!

good girl gone mad

2007-05-28T14:02:00.000-05:00

it's official, I've been listening Rihanna's new album too much. Last night I dreamt we were friends. That we were regularly at each other's house. I think I was around too many weed smokers cuz we even shared clothes. But I'm still listening, Breakin' Dishes and Sell Me Candy are great.

Yay!!!

2007-05-28T08:51:00.000-05:00

Yay! I'm getting an LJ paid account! I'm an idjit I totally forgot mom has an international credit card :)

Anyhoo, I'm supposed to be working on some graphics and it's weird cuz it's something I'm really excited for and have been waiting for but nothing I do looks right. Gonna tinker some more today and see what's what.

I want a WII

2007-05-27T13:50:00.000-05:00

Those things are fun! Stopped by Kit's last night after work and we were all playing bowling and golf, we did a bit of the others but the bowling and golf were the most fun.

Gonna go clothes shopping in a few weeks. Gonna make a withdrawal from my savings to do it, I know but honestly it's not that much esp since my dad's bday gift and I really need new clothes. For home, exercise and work.

One of my co-worker is leaving this week and work ain't gonna be the same without her. I too am getting ready to leave Ive dusted off and revamped my resume and I'm sending it out this week. I coasted in this job way too long.

drama, bad dreams et al

2007-05-25T10:04:00.000-05:00

Wednesday was Labour Day so no work for me :) Drove around with Craig, got food and slept. In the night Kams came by, she was going to a party. Then after she left the drama started. One of my neighbors, the girl that does nails when I came in for the night she was on my wall with her man. A little after I heard blocks falling and a sorta muted scream and I thought it was mom. I went to check to find mom at the window looking out, the blocks mum put up to stop ppl walking through our yard were on the ground and so was nails girl and her man was over her, hand in the air. I was shocked bcuz I see him run behind her and I know him, well not know him know him but I never pegged him for a woman beater. Apparently she heard he was cheating even had her friend come over and shout at him. Left them all out there, even Paul was out there. Paul says he he's done it before. Never figured her for the type of girl that would take that but see me and live wid me.

Anyhoo, last night I had a real bad dream, that I was very abusive to Brock(who for some reason was younger/smaller). Like I threw him down a hill. I woke up and was hugging him and shit and he looks at me like what are you smoking? It's time for my walk. It just freaks me out to even think I could be that violent to him. I mean he gets on my nerves sometimes but I just avoid him till I cool down.

Anyhoo, its my day off time to go sleep.

Trip pics!

2007-05-22T11:40:00.000-05:00

Finally, got the pics uploaded.

From Brock

oy

2007-05-21T15:55:00.000-05:00

WHat was supposed to be a 2hour drive turned into 6 hours because a trailer broke down on narrow ass Mt Rosser and add to that the car was overheating, something wrong with something. When we finally reached we were pretty much tired so no beach. Thats until early in the morning, mom took Brock and my cousins and didnt bother to wake me so, I hav pics of Brock in the car but none of him at the beach. And shes all like, you shoulda seen him, woulda made cute pictures *insert eyeroll here*

add that to our departure time kept being pushed back further and further till we had to get my cousin to takes us home. Now I do mind being in country but if I'm gonna spend more than a day I need to bring stuff to feed my brain worst I'm waiting on a new ipod. and Sunday was supposed to be my photoshop day just real annoying and I'm still pissed mom didnt wake me to bring Brock to the beach.

and this morning I finally got my bras, and ofcourse they dont fit, whatever.

to country we go

2007-05-18T00:37:00.000-05:00

mom wants us to take Brock to country Saturday. Can't wait to see his reaction to the sea. Hope I remember to charge my camera batteries.

Is it me or is the show Good Times depressing? I don't get the appeal of it.

haha

2007-05-16T00:16:00.000-05:00

Rog came by and dropped off Brock's new harness. I loves it. Took me a minute to get it on correctly but it works like a charm :) Got a pic of him laying down, also took pics of him with mom.

From Brock

rog is back

2007-05-15T18:41:00.000-05:00

haven't seen him so I haven't seen what my dad sent and Brock has to wait some more for his harness.

some changes going on at work. my manager is starting to laying down the law even gonna do a new timetable, gonna change me to earlier. I dont mind it too much but I aint working no 8am shifts. The earliest I can manage is 10am. We're also to write down what we think the problems are, lol and to hand in resumes cuz he's gonna start keeping a file and all that jazz.

Supposed to start my Pilates beginners DVD and haven't :( I know I know. I will at least try it once this week but it's not looking too good.

Brock and the coconut

2007-05-12T12:49:00.000-05:00

Had fun last night and I finally like beyonce's ring the alarm and all it took was liquor and strippers, hehe.

Anyhoo, here's the real reason for this post:

From Brock

There's a few more at the gallery.

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-11T18:54:00.000-05:00

Just picked up my cake, gonna chillax till Craig's ready to go out and boogy :)

It's getting hot in here

2007-05-10T09:30:00.000-05:00

Power went last night. It was expected with all the lightning and rain but the HEAT! It went around 11 and I couldn't sleep. Every minute I wake up because of the heat. Brock looking at me like, "Yeah, me feel it too." It did come back, I dunno what time I just remember feeling the fan and hearing the tv.

Decided to finally check out Google's Reader. Never been into the RSS thing but if I had known, I would've tried it before. It's so great, I can check all my sites in one place. I was going to do my nails today but I can't bother.

:(

2007-05-09T22:38:00.000-05:00

Gonna spend my birthday with my dog and my cake, and they better not forget my rum.

family guy sucks ass

back to work

2007-05-08T01:07:00.000-05:00

didn't miss it at all. although today wasn't so bad. not many annoying calls.

ordered my cake today. but dunno how the pickup is gonna go. since david is gonna be taking his mom out for an early mother's day celebration. prolly gonna ask Gregory.

So I was telling Rog about this stray I almost took home and he told me Brock's mom got hit by a car and died yesterday :( I'm gonna miss her and Rog's Mopsey stories. Sorta weird to look at Brock now cuz he looks so much like her.

Brock and the sugar cane

2007-05-06T20:41:00.000-05:00

I added 7 new pics of Brock from our cane eating session today:

From Brock

I love PostSecret

2007-05-06T12:23:00.000-05:00

Another PostSecret gem:

jps sucks

2007-05-05T21:52:00.000-05:00

we had a power cut today from a little before 2 until after 8. I kid you not. Wasn't so bad, I slept and played with my battery less flashlight. Which reminds me, I need to get a UPS as summer is the time of everyday power cuts.

Didn't go to work yesterday, cramps told me to stay home and I try not to disobey cramps.

People begging/offering ridiculously small amounts of money for my dog are getting annoying. Yes, he's cute. Just say that and move on. Don't make ridiculous offers and expect me to take you seriously. Dogs aren't scarce, they're easy to get. And if you want pedigree but can't afford it maybe a dog isn't for you.

oh yes, Thursday night I was walking on the road to meet my cab and this guy asked me if I worked at a nearby strip club. Should I be offended or flattered?

Brock pics

2007-05-02T01:32:00.000-05:00

I decided to take pics of Brock in his new bed, our bath. It's just three pics:

From Brock

Yay!

2007-05-01T23:22:00.000-05:00

Called Cake Shoppe today and I can get my chocolate fudge cake WITH rum! Gonna order it next Monday.

Brock is destroying the kitchen, I know what his next session is gonna be. Also went to get him Advantix, on the recommends of a friend, but they only had Frontline. I cant apply it till Thursday cuz he was bathed on Sunday. I really hope it works. from what I've read it does, it just doesnt repel mosquitoes like Advantix, but he should be fine.

Brock scared us today

2007-04-30T22:30:00.000-05:00

he didn't wake us up at 5 in the morning
he wasnt much interested in his morning walk/bird chase
he didn't eat, which was the weirdest
he just wasn't interested in anything he usually was

Then when mom was leaving, we sorta forced him up and then he was all stuck on mom like he didnt want her to go and whined when she did. Then he went straight back to bumming. I checked for a temp and for like a sore spot, nothing. Mom came back and he wasn't interested in her comeback either. I left for work, mom went on the road again. When she came back, our kitchen and bathroom were "redecorated". Like bathroom stuff was in the kitchen, stuff that was on the toilet tank, kitchen table were on the floor. So I guess he's feeling better and he has eaten.

He seemed back to normal when I got back home. We ran around and played kick ball when I came home, so he's back to normal.

lols

2007-04-30T11:36:00.000-05:00

2007-04-28T23:35:00.000-05:00

went to Prendy's in Liguanea Friday night. David says he's not going back. I'm not so sure. yeah the wait was long, people that came after us got served before us and I'm not talking 5 minutes after us. Also they do a 10% service charge thing which I don't like. Tips should be based off service not mandated. But the food was good, good enough for me to maybe give them a second chance.

I need A/C, it's not even summer but the heat is on. even now it's hot. Can't wait till they at least put windows in the living room.

the suck continues

2007-04-24T20:39:00.000-05:00

my ipod is fucked, it wont charge unless I use an adapter. I tried 3 different cables on 3 different computers and nothing. And when It does charge with the adapter when I unplug it the battery meter still acts like it's plugged in. I'm sending it back but it's gonna suck travelling without it. Gotta find new ways to entertain myself on the bus and at bus stops.

I think I posted about them putting in condom machines in the bathrooms at work well they've now stocked the one in the men's room. What are they waiting on to stock the females? I dunno why I'm even interested not like I need any.

I wanna take Brock to the beach, mom wants to do the same except she's thinking of taking him all the way to country, he'd love it there, a real yard and kids to play with. Speaking of, I haven't been to country in ages, I need to take a trip, relax and swim. Which reminds me, I need a swimsuit blah, not looking forward to shopping for one.

hmmm

2007-04-22T20:53:00.000-05:00

It's my birthday next month and I'm gonna get me chocolate fudge cake.

lonely is my new bff and I'm already looking for a new one.

I wish they made the hamster's running wheel for dogs, I should invent one and make some money.

2007-04-20T21:38:00.000-05:00

I wanna go out and shake my ass, sometimes I really miss clubbing.

day off

2007-04-17T19:50:00.000-05:00

came home last night throat hurt, head pounding and went to bed. I couldn't even finish my shift last night, it hurt too much to speak. Woke up this morning, head hurt less, voice gone so no work for me. I slept, bathed Brock not too good cuz my head hurt more when I bend over. I'll bathe him again on Friday if I still have it off.

And this totally made my day;

being sick sucks

2007-04-16T20:29:00.000-05:00

last night outta nowhere my throat starts hurting and little after my head started and my temp went higher. Had some ginger tea with honey felt better for five minutes. Then I decided to go to bed cuz normally I'm fine morning after, no such luck woke up late, Brock woke me, my throat still hurt and my head still ached. Mom made me some onion tea which made me feel better for awhile but by this evening my voice is going. It hurts to speak and I sound horrid. I'm soo not coming to work tomorrow.

people are getting married everywhere I turn, friend of a friend got married recently, ex-coworker is getting married, co-worker got married Saturday, my manager is gonna propose when his girl gets back. it's all just fucking depressing.

but all that is drivel doesn't compare to what's happening in Virginia. My prayers go out to all those who are affected by the senseless act of violence.

Do you hear that?

2007-04-15T17:31:00.000-05:00

haha, yep that's silence for folks. For the first Sunday in ages I have silence. Apparently the noisemakers went somewhere else for service too bad they'll be back but it was great to sleep and have my door open and not be inundated with their hungry belly singing.

no more vet visits till June!

2007-04-14T18:08:00.000-05:00

Brock is all vaccinated now. No more vet till June. Still need to get him a longer leash and I got him a bigger water bowl. Also need to get him a ball, so we can play catch. Got him a bigger water bowl and the dumb asses put the sticker on the inside, it's been soaking since Friday night and still not all gone. Like seriously, who's smart idea was that?

Drove around with Gregory today, grocery shopping for Brock and cell shopping for Greg. Still haven't gotten the connector for my Linux box but whatever.

I've been sleeping longer lately, not even Brock can wake me. It's not like I'm doing anything extra, it's just weird.

2007-04-12T19:46:00.000-05:00

saw an overturned trailer today, on the corner going into freezone. wish I had a decent camera phone to take a pic.

and apparently making a mess is tiring, ask Brock:

From Brock

lols

2007-04-11T23:24:00.000-05:00

so I go to the bathroom at work today and when I'm coming out I noticed the newness, they added a condom machine, $40 for...crap, I was too busy laughing to read how much you get. Is it me or isn't it weird to have condom machines in the bathroom of an office building, then again it may not be so strange.

the heat is on, dammit I need some a/c at home or at least windows.

now that usa has decided to show clips of debra messing's new show, the starter wife, my anticipation is sated. looks very unfunny.

2007-04-10T23:15:00.000-05:00

I loooooooooooove peanut cake! The peanuts, the sugar :) Had like 6 today. (BTW our peanut cake is just peanuts boiled in a little water and a lotta sugar and when it boils down it set to dry.) See:

Thai food this week!

Note to self, call dad and Stewart tomorrow.

Fan Girl Squeeage!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-09T21:49:00.000-05:00

One of my fave soap actresses has landed on a new HBO-based-off-a-book series True Blood. Yep, Brook Kerr will be playing Tara and as usual the series will apparently have some diffs from the books, Charlaine Harris' Sookie Stackhouse mystery books. Haven't read the books but I'm really looking forward to this :)

Work tomorrow :( 4 days off and I didn't miss it one bit.

note to self, if Stuie is driving I'm walking. Poor thing had a crash yesterday but only the car had serious damage thankfully.

I want cake.

note to self

2007-04-09T00:25:00.000-05:00

next time comp wont go beyond post move around the ide cables.

computers sucks

dogs are weird. well mine is. maybe not. he eats messy, he takes his food out his bowl when eating so where he eats is messy and today he just laid in it, I shoulda taken a pic of him in a bed of rice.

speaking of, Google answered. lol, they have online gallery now, 1Gb storage and counting. Only prob is it's bundled with the picasa software. maybe there's some way around it but I'm gonna keep my pics there. Now I can have them all nice and sorted in one place and it'll be way easier to link.

Happy Easter!

2007-04-06T15:21:00.000-05:00

4 days and no work! Also I'm enjoying the bun and cheese they(work) gave me.

Rog's bro is here! I'm not the only one that has put on weight. It's great seeing him again. We all hung out and went to the movies Wednesday night. We were supposed to see Shooter but I didn't wanna so Rog and I went to see Music & Lyrics, it had a few funny lines but the best parts were the intro and the outro where they did that pop up video thing, funny. Only good thing about that movie is the soundtrack, I'm loving the songs esp Cora songs, catchy hilarity.

Yesterday I went with Stu and Rog to look at a house in Mandeville, I tooks some pics mostly of trees, I love trees. There's none of me cuz I had the cam :) You can see them here

I totally forgot about fotki, too bad about their 50mb limit, I wish Google would buy them out or do their own online photo sharing thing.

Anyhoo, it's back to sleep for me, tata!

yay!

2007-04-03T08:20:00.000-05:00

so last night I'm scrolling through looking for a chan to fall asleep to and I find ZEE TV! My cable company has finally gotten with the times, although I dunno how long it's gonna be for but I'm enjoy while it lasts. I love ZEE, it's an Indian channel and its got the best shows/soaps. Great combo of over-acting, under-acting, fashion, music and cheesy effects but they always draw me in. I also like that they're like short, they tell a story and then you got a new on. If you like Passions (haha, majority of my flist) then you'd prolly like them.

My baby is clean and powdered and hyper, just took him for a little run to quiet him down. Gonna go take a nap myself.

oh joy

2007-04-02T18:09:00.000-05:00

new timetable blues. Apparently they want two people working 2-10 which would mean no more 12-8 for me which sucks cuz I use those nights as my grocery shopping and restaurant nights.

also, I couldn't find any store that has pci ide controller cards, shoulda asked if they had sata to ide thingies. I also need to get a fan for my hard drives in my windows machine, esp now summer is coming.

I need to do something with my hair. Its been in canerows since forever and my alternative is twists or some combo of both but I want something more, maybe anime hair.

finally!

2007-04-01T18:59:00.000-05:00

After a few probs, one that needed soldering I have my new linux box up and running, mostly. I just need to update my music and other files on the 250, I also need to get like and IDE pci controller card or sata-to-ide connection for my 40 and 250 and I'll be good.

I got a trainer for Brock, who stinks and I didn't bathe him cuz I was tinkering with the computer. Yes, I'm a bad mommy.

4 day weekend coming up! ~~Party!~~ Sleep!

I shoulda went to dental school

2007-03-30T07:44:00.000-05:00

Yesterday I went to get my cavities filled(which I shoulda done from Jan) After I caled yesterday and told her I was coming in to fill my cavities she wrote me down for a cleaning so I'm sitting wondering why she's cleaning my teeth, I ask her and she's that's what I see here. Anyhoo, I'm in the chair and dude takes out the needle and I'm ready to run. Its the scariest needle Ive ever seen and he's all don't watch the needle watch cricket(yes, it's cricket world cup so TVs are everywhere) I didn't feel the prick but he coulda done it without me ever seeing the damn needle. He capped my chipped tooth and I'm not real happy about it. I earned that chip from sliding in the bath when I was younger. Now the back of my two front teeth feels like there's something on it. All for the grand total of $20, 000(US$303).Thankfully my insurance covered 13, 000+ but the remainder really knocked this month's budget outta whack.

Ive learned my lesson. I haven't been good with he brushing before bed and the flossing but not anymore.

Brock!

2007-03-27T08:20:00.000-05:00

These are pics from Friday.

I love freeness

2007-03-25T21:54:00.000-05:00

today I found this great file comparison software, it can compare images in different folders which is great for me since I collect so much I often have duplicates. If you're interested grab it here. There's a newer version but I dont like its interface.

I'm craving KFC at the moment, anything spicy.

my life is soooo raas boring it's not funny. work. home. work. home. I'd almost wish for something exciting but I figure it'll just bite me in the ass.

lotto is now $100 mill, I envy the bastard/s that's gonna win it.

I'm missing something

2007-03-24T21:45:00.000-05:00

like I look back at my posts and I know there's stuff missing, not deliberately its just stuff escapes me at the time of posting. Like I know I didn't post that Rog came over and bathed Brock. So I could go clean his spots around the house and get rid of those damn fleas/ticks. I apparently missed some spots so I'm try again tomorrow. Can't wait till he's old enough for the collar, cuz the other stuff don't work.

Dutty, stinking pizza hut nearly mek me starve to death. Over two fucking hours! So I get vex and canceled and all they said was "Alright" I shit you not. Then like 30 minutes the rider comes and all like, I delivered and some guy paid for it. WTF? Does Anika look like a fucking guy name? And he's all I got paid, no apology nothing. I knw I don't do ph a lot but they've just lost me for good.

I need a Spartan

2007-03-24T00:02:00.000-05:00

or Andy Lau or even better, both. Saw 300 again, still in ~~lust~~ love with it.

still no mother board.

Met some Jamaicans on ONTD today, hail!

Also found out local group, Brick & Lace has been signed by Akon and have a video. They're sisters but I think they used to be 3 not 2. Me glad fi dem still but I not too feeling the song or vid, I know they can do better:

Brick And Lace - Never Never
Uploaded by augman000

Watch out for the cat!!!

2007-03-22T08:00:00.000-05:00

Yesterday co-worker calls in and says, he can't come in. He stepped on his cat and fell down the stairs. I shit you not! It was the running joke at the office all day. That's his best excuse yet. He supposedly hit a nerve and something about the back of his knee and will be walking with a cane. He also will need physiotherapy so he may or may not be lying, I wanna see if he'll come in today. But this is the skip work king, so yeah, I'm skeptical.

Lotto is now $85 mill, I didn't win but I do get to spend more money in the hopes of winning. Yes, I'm falling for it, it's $85 mill!

I'm late but...

2007-03-19T23:25:00.000-05:00

saw 300 Saturday night and FLOVED it! All that naked man flesh :) And to me the best part was Queen Gorgo, she kicked ass! I wanna be her when I grow up :)

Paul came by yesterday, he has a baby girl, Aliana(dunno bout the spelling, jus going off pronounciation) then Gregory stopped by and 4 of us(Brock included) had a merry old time.

Lotto is $70 mill, I'm gonna buy some tickets :)

Got the processor today but couldn't find a board, the place says I should check back at the end of the week so that's what I'm gonna do.

computers are great?

2007-03-17T11:11:00.000-05:00

yesterday I took out a hard drive out my windows machine to put back in my linux box. When I tried to boot up my windows machine nothing. Can you believe I plugged the mouse into the kybd slot and vice versa? So after I finally figured that out, it boots to a blue screen about some system file being missing or corrupted. Now I could just find it on the install CD and copy it over but it as time for reinstall anyways. Funny I used my legit copy of XP and the CD worked this time. Not sure why it didn't before. Everything back to normal except it boots faster and my fonts look different but whatever.

Hopefully next week I'll have my linux box up and dual booting so I can practice VB.

So much to do today, take Brock to vet, get parts for machine, watch 300. Right now it doesn't look like it's gonna work out. We'll see.

Braeton Hill

2007-03-15T22:56:00.000-05:00

But I'm tired so I'm just gonna point this to my LJ.

Gregory is trying to destroy me!

2007-03-14T07:46:00.000-05:00

So Greg has been bugging me about climbing Braeton Hill in the mornings and we finally got the chance to do it together. I nearly died, that 'hill' is steep and looooooong. Brought Brock with us and it was a stroll in the park for him but I was really lagging I gave Greg the leash and told him to go on I needed a minute, Brock wouldn't go without me, he was all concerned and shit. It felt good, near death experience and all. Taking my cam tomorrow, the view from the top is great, I think I can see all of Portmore.

had some trouble sleeping last night

2007-03-13T08:31:00.000-05:00

I woke up for every little noise, even Brock. Finally decided at 5am, to quit it and go to sleep. Guess who'll be sleeping on the job today.

I'm thinking of asking my dad to get me a new digital cam. Not that anything's wrong with my Nikon it's just too big. I want to start taking pictures of my surroundings, writings on walls, people, places etc Gonna have to do some research for it.

Hopefully this week, I should get the upgrade parts for my old computer and hopefully have it up and running.

what were you doing at 3 in the morning?

2007-03-12T07:52:00.000-05:00

I was sleeping then I just suddenly woke up, I must've heard something but I don't remember hearing anything. I look up and see a silhouette at the front window. Last night I was gonna close the second door but didn't cuz I was too lazy to get up and do it. Good thing I didn't, else my house woulda been emptier this morning. Fucker even left his slippers at the side of the house, gonna burn them.

still

2007-03-11T10:02:00.000-05:00

I'm 27 in May and it sucks cuz I'm not where or who I wanted to be at that age.

Anyhoo, think I'm gonna take up a 2nd job, extra money plus I'll learn and get practice. SO I'm excited about that.

Music! Loving the new Twin of Twins(for my American friends theyre this local act that release a SNL-like cd parodying local artistes, hilarity) and I'm really in love with Stephen Marley's Mind Control. I was bopping to The Traffic Jam for awhile and now I can add Let Her Dance. And on the slow side Hey Baby with Mos Def, You're Gonna Leave, Lonely Avenue and Fed Up. Really, I love all the songs well maybe not Mind Control so much.

Karma = Greatness!

2007-03-06T23:14:00.000-05:00

So Berroney and I had to go on the road today. Him to pick up something me to get something for Jazz. As we're about to leave, something goes wrong with DSL. This is like 3pm. Kam finishes at 4pm and Greg has receptionist duty till 5pm, so asshole was left alone with pop down DSL and I hear he's pissed! Good! Serves him right, still doesn't add up to all the days he's 'sick' and his 3 hour lunches.

Since last freeing up space on my hard drive at work Ive been downloading International movies with interesting titles. Today I watched The White Dragon, not bad. Was a funny, atypical way of telling a typical Asian SL.

Brock is tired, at least he better be, I didn't get my usual greeting tonight :(

2007-03-05T09:03:00.000-05:00

saw the sunrise this morning, haven't watched it in ages.

Brock was this || close to be given away. He was real pissy last night and this morning. But I bathed him and he's all mellow now.

Anyhoo, time to bath and go pon di slave, lata.

heh

2007-03-03T23:48:00.000-05:00

world's still spinning. not interested in blogging, dunno why I'm doing it but here goes.

Jazz is still doing better, they took some marrow for tests.

Jillianne(my sis) is here, she's here for Tahrita's birthday cake.

Went with Rog to look at uncle Bruce's(Rog's uncle) gf computer.

Gregory took me home. We stopped at Wendy's first and tried the mozzarella lovers burger, it was ok ad wasn't filling. We did see the end of a lunar eclipse though.

Brock is back to normal after being sleepy and not eating after his shots this morning.

For whatever reason, I'm craving fried chicken and ice cream pretty hard right now. It must be PMS

Jazz is better

2007-03-01T15:20:00.000-05:00

She's not in pain anymore and her blood count or something is up.

I know she can hardly wait to get home. She's gotten a lot of injections, her arms look like a heroin addict's.

...random fact: you know when you feel sick and you have no appetite? It's not really a bad thing, sometimes when you're sick food stresses your system more. Prolly should take that with a grain a salt since I got it from a med student not a doc...

She's still trying to outsmart the nurses, most of whom are onto her games.

Up until today I was really worried. Last night I bit all my nails, yes my acrylic nails. Had to cut them when I got home. Was thinking of taking a break from them anyways.

this again

2007-02-27T22:57:00.000-05:00

Jazz is back in the hospital. On their way into town the ambulance had an accident and Jackie was hurt. Hopefully it's nothing serious, since shes walking around but they're gonna do x-rays to make sure. I didn't get to see Jazz tonight but maybe tomorrow.

my countrymen

2007-02-27T13:26:00.000-05:00

please do better.

so I jump in a taxi to go to the bus stop and in the front passenger seat is a guy who's complexion is like Eddie Murphy's yet his face was more like Sean Paul's color. While I'm rolling my eyes at this fool, this girl comes in, high yellow and wouldnt you know it, she's bleaching too. Her face, I was so scared to look at her face, the skin on her face looked like I could break it by looking at it. How do you look in the mirror and think that looks good?