Saturday, December 24, 2005

I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND EVER!!!!!

A coupla minutes ago this was gonna be a whole different bad word laden post but the bf came in on his shining steed and saved the day.

Sometime yesterday someone from office was kind enough to relieve me of $15, 000 that I had to complete payment on my new computer. I didn't notice it till this morning when I was getting my taxi fare. I was so angry and sad. I called my co-workers to check if they had seen any suspicous acitivityaround my desk yesterday and no one saw anything. So I'm at desk alternating between cussing mad and crying sad. When the bf shows up, with $15, 000 of his own money to give me. My knight in shining armour! So I won't be bitching about him for a looooong time.

I'm gonna do all the official reporting at work but this is fucked up. My bag ain't leaving my side again.

And you know what pisses me off too. I have a good mind to tell my computer dealer get lost wen I get my computer. If I had gotten my computer on time then some tirfing raas wouldn't have their $15, 000 to do whatever with. A nd I know tis the season but I really hope and pray whoever took it suffers. Break a leg or something, have an accident and don't say I don't mean it and forget it cuz I ain't that kinda person. I highly doubt whoever took it was starving prolly just wanted money to go spree or some shit well I hope he or she gets shot or loses a hand in a car accident.


Onto better news. I was a glutton last night! I had dinner/supper at David's house and his mom is a 5 star cook! It was Indian themed, so there was curry chicken, goat and shrimp. Normal and potato roti, dahl(I think that's how it spelt.) callaloo cooked with coconut milk, okra(I didn't have any, not a fan), banana and white rice. I didn't have any rice, hello! there was roti! The food was HEAVEN!!!! I ate and didn't stop wen my tummy ws full that's how good it was. And then there was fruitcake AND chocolate cake. And we all know it's against my religion to have choccy and NOT eat it so I ate that too! And they had sorrel! Real sorrel! With not too much sugar, rum or ginger, sorrel!

They also had this really good snack they got from Guyana. Split peas fried with salt and pepper, Mr Lam gave me a bottle :) I'm gonna be enjoying that for awhile yet.

Anyhoo, a BIG thank you to the best boyfriend ever!!!! I love you!

Thursday, December 22, 2005

I'm done

Not that I regret getting back into soaps because if I hadn't I wouldn't be writing or doing graphics and I wouldn't have met some of the wonderful people I know now. But that's it. I'm through. I'm sick of it. Why do I always choose the characters that get turned to shit? You know what's not so funny. When shit started happening on one soap I sought refuge in another only to find it's the same shit just different names.

Don't say anything Rog cuz I know what you're gonna say and I don't care to hear it. I started watching because I was being entertained, it was fun then it just isn't. My intelligence keeps getting insulted and my faves are being written as freaking aliens cuz I dont know who the fuck they are anymore.

I need a laptop, I can write at work but I can't do graphics unless someone makes a writely.com for Gimp or Photoshop. Sometimes I'm at work and I wanna try something and I just can't and by the time I get home I'm tired or have forgotton.

Speaking of which, where's my new computer? Bah! I'm supposedly getting it tomorrow just called and I'm highly doubting it but we'll see.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

I have cotton candy!!!

I love walking through HWT at night. I know it's a total corny line but it's so alive. The music. This one stall that has a TV so there's almost always a small crowd there watching. The taxi/bus loaders:

Baby love! Browning! New Kingston? Mommy! New Kingston?
The vendors selling any and everything and I do mean any and everything. fruits, vegetables, clothes underwear, cell batteries and charger, Saw some cool slippers tonight. But I gotta be careful with the spending, money I got now gotta last till next year. I ma not even frame my painting till next year.

Had a not so good day today but I don't feel like talking about it.

Millie Jackson is in Jamaica and I dunno who she is or any of her songs but I'm thinking of going anyways but the outlook ain't good.

My new computer is still on the wharf somewhere,hopefully this week, I'll get it, hopefuly.

Saw Kit tonight, he looks good, good enough to make me forget he's recovering from a stroke.

anyways, enough talk.

Friday, December 16, 2005

God bless Mary J Blige. Her new album is downright buyable and I will buy it, just great. Mellowing me out right now.

Another public transportation rant: those little fuckers aka JUTC inspectors or wat ever bulshit they call themselves, do me a favour, can take some time out of your labrishing to do your raas job? Sitting there chatting when people are a few feet from them waiting on a bus the JUTC ppl know ARENT coming. People been asking and you tell them bullshit about running late, ugh! See it's shit like that make people give you such a hard time.

Another friday night at my house. oh joy. Today is Paul's birthday, I wanted to go chill with him but it didn't work out that way. I guess I should be glad. I'm working tomorrow and I need to conserve on cash seeing my next payday is a long way off. See, I'm not even mad or frustrated anymore. Thank you Mary.

For my LJ people girl Nuri is making me a header :) It's gonna be the HOTTNESS! I'm soo excited!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Public transportation is the devil...

...well, not really but last night and this morning was not good. Last night my bus came and handful of people gathered but the driver had to go take a break or leak so we all stood outside waiting for him to come back. Now the amount of people outside was way less than the seating capacity of the bus so no one was in a rush, except one girl with a willfuly oblivious mother. This little girk kept pushing and boring and the little bitch stepped on my toe WITHOUT an apology. So I just timed her, wait for her next round of pushing, moved my foot a little, turned a little bit and when she pushed again she went to the floor, well she hit the ticket dispenser but it was still a great fall. I gave her a 9. I had my laugh and went to my seat.

This morning my bus was late and not even 5 minutes into it, the ticket dispenser went on vacation. So the driver stopped to call the depot becasue she couldn't cash new passengers. And there was the usual loud mouth passenger with her hilarious brand of dumbness.

And finally, you know those guys, that have a football field of space behind them on the bus but still ride your ass? Had one this morning. So I did what always do. The next time the bus stopped I hit him and pretended I lost my grip on the rail. I gave him world's fakest sorry and changed my position.

I'm going to see Chronicles of Narnia tonight, yay me!

Sunday, December 11, 2005

I bought art!

There was an arts and craft fair at the Hilton today and I went to support my friend Gregory. Loved it! I wish I had money, we got some great local talent here. But I did buy something from Gregory :D A painting and I loves it! I just need to get it framed.

I also got my pic taken :) I was looking good even if I say so myself, when I get them I may post them.

My bf is sick and apparently has taken a nasty fall. Poor thing well, I'd say serve him right but then I'll appear wicked but he neve listens so I'm gonna say it, serves him right. I bet he still won't take his ass to the doc.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

It's that time again



yep, time to wash and comb my hair and it's times like this I seriously contemplate getting locks(hence the L-Boogie pic). Yes, I know locks need maintenance too but at least I wouldn't have to worry about combing it. I hate washing my hair cuz it gets knotty no matter what product I use and combing it out HURTS. So I can straighten my hair, lock it or continue to grin and bear the regular. I'm not feeling the first option and the second is a commitment I'm not sure I'm willing to make. The third is a PITA.

I went to have my hair locked once and they couldn't cuz they were booked out but I made an appointment that I cancelled on. Now I'm thinking about giving them a call. Maybe one day I'll bite the bullet.

Going to an exhibiton tomorrow. K's bf is one of the artists showing off their work. And I know jeans and t-shirt ain't the what to wear :(

My new comp comes next week! :) I may just a TV card to the list and I will but not now. I dunno how I'm gonna get it home though. Hopefully Rog or Warren can bring it home for me.

I wish I had my cam. I wanted to take a pic of myself and make an icon. Speaking of which. I'm gonna make some Gimp brushes with Jamaican sayings. I'm gonna make imagepacks too since not everyone use Gimp. Now I need somewhere to host them. Suggestions please.

Anyhoo, gonna see if Blossom can do my hair. I was gonna twist it but I'm feeling sleepy.

Friday, December 09, 2005

another friday night at home

it's funny, when I used to spend day and night at home I never wanted to leave. now that i'm working, i don't wanna be home all that much. too bad i don't have a car i wouldn't be home right now.

i just saw the kitten i rescued. he's running from me now. i was trying to get him to come home with me but he wasn't having it.

so i'm gonna stay home drink milk and have choccy cake, nini.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Writely.com test

Went home last night to see an electric support pole lying in the street by my house. Apparently one of them JUTC buses knocked it out. The pole was old anyways, almost rotted right through.

I'm working xmas day, yay me.

Anyhoo, this is just a test post from writely.com. I can post to my blogger and LJ from here so I'm testing it.

ETA: YAY! It works! For here and my LJ. My cup runneth over.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

gov't blows

Now my wonderful government after complaining about the policemen that wanted a well deserved payrise citing lack of funds and such have just increased THEIR pension like those parasitic fucks need more money. Ugh! Now theyre fucking around Half Way Tree. Changing roadways and making the place more congested and the town buses are now where Papine buses are and th Papine buses are now God knows where because they made one bus stop JUTC bus only. Which i can sorta understand bcuz the coaster drivers used to block up that bus stop and get in the way of the JUTC buses but it's still annoyin to me.

Best "improvement" has to go to the new pedestrian crossing between NCB and York corner. It's a three(3) lane road with nice new crossing and a light that says walk for less than five(5) seconds. Me want to see the eediat that design that shit cross that road in less than 5 seconds. nobody thinks!

Onto my raving, I have a new internet love, www.writely.com It's an online word processor. Now I don't have to worry about comps having OpenOffice, as long as there is net I can work on whatever fiction I'm currently working on. I love that you can upload OO documents as well as Word and you can save as them too. No more uploading and downloading for me.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Ackee & saltfish

Ackee & saltfish is like the best breakfast EVER!!! With banana, dumpling, yam and sweet potato. Only ting missing is me lemonade or me chocolate tea, i have had that in ages.

About Thursday, thanks to all my friends that IMed and called me. I started feeling better that same day, some English customer called needed help to setup a dial up connection, his accent was so nice and he was so charming got me laughing and not thinking about my previous post in no time.

This part is for the bf, take note when you read this. When I say I wanna spend time with you, that's what I want. I call him Friday evening, I wanna spend time with you, you working tonight? Him seh no, him will come pick me up. Fine, so I'm at work cracking jokes, Stumbling on the net and such. He comes, hangs for a bit then we leave. We had sorta made an agreement to watch a movie but I really wasn't in the mood. So he's like whch movie do you wanna see? Harry Potter, duh! But I wasn't in the mood and esp not a HP mood. SO I'm like why not chill at my house. Then he puts on his I don't wanna but I'll do it for you. And I cave, I'm like doesnt really matter, I just wanna be with you doesn't really matter where.

So I'm like OK let's go to Carib but I'm not watching HP, I'm gonna see Jarhead. I shoulda known by his slience shouldn't I? When we went there, you know he bought a HP ticket right? I was sooo pissed! Ugh! I just bought my Jarhead ticket and took the car keys from him. Ass.

Anyhoo, Jarhead was GOOOOD! Love it! Jake, Jamie and Peter were awesome in that movie! The other guys were great too but me nuh know dem name and I cba to look them up. That show was funny and touching.

So after I went in the car to wait on his HP-watching ass. I don't have to tell you how tempted I was to drive off, lol. But I didn't feel like driving, yes I'm lazy.

But we did hang some when he took me home. I swear my computer knows I'm getting a new one and is acting up. I rebooted it and it started giving that invalid system disk message. And my HD was making some dumb noise. ugh!. Opened the case took it out shook it and it sounds like sand or dirt is in there. I just got pissed put it back in. When I was putting the case back it came on and booted. I haven't turned it off since and I won't not till I get my new one.

Went to a benefit concert last nite. Me and David cuz the bf was sick. We went to eat first cuz we didn't think there'd be food there but there was. It was really good though, the cncert although we missed like a hour but what we caught was good. I had to leave early cuz I didn't have Rog to take me home and my head was bitching.

Washed my clothes this morning and now I'm streaming soul classics and eating me ackee and saltfish. I'm gonna take a nap. Prepare myself for being broke tomorrow, when i go cut a cheque for the new computer.

Thursday, December 01, 2005

d.e.a.t.h.

I just spent 5 minutes in the bathroom crying for someone I don't know and for a friend that I'm not so close to anymore. Keesha IM me telling me Latty bf died and I got confirmation from Dave. Now Latty and I are aren't close but it's not a hate thing. I want to call her but I have no idea what to say but I do anyways. She sounds sorta normal but sorta fragile, she says she's OK and I'm still searching for something to say.

I dunno why this affects me so much. Maybe it's cuz it was just days ago I was thinking about Hailu since it was his birthday but I'm thoroughly depressed now.

A first

So me deh pon the bus going to work when I hear one of them bus preachers. No big deal, used to them. So as I'm turning up the volume on my iPod, I realize she's not preaching so much as she's arguing. So me turn down the volume to realize she and a guy arguing. Apparently they were of different denominations who decided to save the same bus. Cannot make up this crap.

As she something him challenge it and then them start rebuke each other in Jesus' name. Den dis rastaman is like, "Which one a unnu Jesus ago win dis?" For the first in my life I never wanted to come off a bus.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

YAY! Chinese food!

Yes, today I broke the mold and had Chinese for lunch :) Loved it! Had Egg Foo Yung, Special War Bar and Bee in some sorta Chilli sauce :)

I also got new earbuds for the iPod, wow, HUGE diference! Love love the quality plus it came with normal headphones I can use at home when I wanna tune out whatever crap mom is watching on TV.

This weekend is the benfit from my friend. Which reminds me I need to remind the bf to return my cam, I wanna take pics.

wat else is new? not a dan thing. I should go update my fic so Crysta can get off my ass.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

The Customer is Always Stupid

The wonderful world of Customer Care (FYI, I work at an ISP).

Me: Customer Care, how may I help you?
Customer: Hi, I was setting up the internet on my computer and I was wondering, where it says 'username' that's where I put my username?
Me(looking around the office thinking this is a prank): Yes ma'am
Customer: OK, so where it says 'password' that's where I put my password?
Me(standing to get a better view of my co-workers): Yes ma'am.
Customer: Oh, I see. And for number to dial, put my number or the number on the paper?
Me: The number on the paper.
Customer: Oh, OK then.(pause) Thanks.

Ok, it's official, I now have 3 blogs that all say the same, me caan bodda copy and paste evrything to LJ.

Anyways, tomorrow me, Rog and david going to lunch. We haven't lunched in ages.

I'm gonna start workin on my To-Do List, scratching things off. Like creating stuff and such.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

I had fun!

Yesterday, I was covering for Chris @ work. Working Saturdays is cool but it's kinda lonely. And power went, twice. First time it was in the day, good thing I was charging my iPod, I had some entertainment in the dark.

Then light went again like 5 to 6(quitting time) and Roget was like gimme 30 minutes then call back, like me nuh have yard to go to.

Upside, Paul called and asked if I wanted to go watch a movie and light came back. Left with Paul, went to BK and then to movies.

Tell my why I should pay $410 to see 50cent "act" out him one story weh him rap bout 50 million time? I was surprised at how many people were there for that movie. I thought it was all Harry Potter but nope.

We saw The fog. Wasn't a bad remake, I liked how they tweaked the story but the ending just left me feeling like I was missing something.

Then we went to TGIFridays, wow, young rich high society Jamaica love to SMOKE! I swear, kids in the 15-17 area smoking, my bad CHAIN-smoking. Had one drink and left too much smoke for my taste.

We came back to Portmore to check out drag racing bu there was none. So went back to my place.

It was my neigbour's nine night. I have seen so many people and cars in my neck of the woods ever. There were a lot of trailer heads(the dead guy was a trailer driver). Took in some of the music, then Paul left. I walked around some then came in.

I had fun with Paul, we should hang out some more.

I think I'm gonna drop my Xanga blog and start posting in my LJ instead. I only have an LJ ID to read my ffriends private stuff. But I'm not looking forward to learning the ins and outs of LJ. It's not as simple as here and I'm eal lazy.

I'm getting paid! Tomorrow, hopefully I can buy some stuff but I'm tryin to not get carried away.

My aunt should be here by now. Too bad she couldn't bring my cousins. I haven't seen them in ages, I miss them.

Saturday, November 12, 2005

RIP Kevin "Stainless Steel" Gray

Loooooong day. my friend returns my scanner and informs me today is the day theyre putting on the headstone of a friend that died last year. So i break my neck to go.

When I we reach, the bus wasn't there yet and wouldnt be for awhile. So we went to get a patty, come back look at the pets, they had some real pretty birds and a rabbit. They also had 25 birds to be released, thats how old Kevin wouldve/was when he died.

Anhoo, bus come and thats when the drama/laffs started. I'm on the bus and I'm smelling weed, no big deal, then i see the driver get off the bus with a big 'ead spliff. that joint was FAT! Me and my friends joked about it a little, I said a prayer. So everyone is loading now and this woman comes on with a Smirnoff Ice and a Guiness, she then gives the driver the guiness and sits. Now me and my friends are somewhat fearfully joking but we figure it's a common assault. We didnt drive to Clarendon, we flew! Man, when he got on that highway, it was like Formula one.

So we reached safely and the first thing the driver does is lightup another one and grab one of his many Guinesses for day.

Jamaica is beautiful, I wanted to get some landscape shots but he was going too fast even on the winding roads with blind corners.

I played Dominoes, almost got 6-0. Ate some food had a drink.

My friend that died, one of his nicknames was Stainless Steel and thats how they did his grave, well the top, stainless steel. Lemme get a pic for ya.



It's not done yet, theyre gonna chain it off and provide some covering and polish the steel. And paint it lilac and white.

Ugh! I hate ppl and theyre bad begotten kids! This damn brat eating ice cream on the bus in my friend's seat and he's kid and we all know how they eat ice cream. So i say something to him, his mom gives him a smaller cone. He starts playing with it and I'mlike get out of that seat, he starts to fuss and the mom starts mumbling like i give a fuck. I'm already pissed. I was in the bus sleeping and they all came on with their loud talking and shouting no fucking consideration. Some were still pissed cuz I wasn't taking their pics. Like I'm fucking paparazzi and theyre celebs. I dont know them, why would I take their pics?

The ride back was awful, my head was hurting and I was seriously nauseous and the same mom was sitting behind me. now because of the road and driving my window keeps sliding shut and this bitch pushes her window wide open which leaves little space for mine. So my friend is asking me if I'm ok and I'm like no, this window wont stay open and I need the it open just in case I vomit. bitch closes her window so fast I couldnt help but laff.

Anyhoo I'm and safe and home.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

It's out!

OK, I did it. I took out my tongue ring. It was getting real annoying and I was having uncomfortable sensations on the tip of my tongue when I ate. So it's out.

I've been thinking about getting a domain name but I have no idea wat to put on a website. I don't do graphics, I haven't taken a picture in ages and my writing well, it needs some schooling. But not needing something has never stopped me before.

I'm at work waiting on some relief so I can go have lunch.

There's something else but it has totally slipped my mind at the moment so that's it for today.

Friday, October 28, 2005

So, it's me again

I aborloathedespisehate the cold and tropical storms/huricanes. I didn't get to go home last night, I had to stay in town. I also aborloathedespisehate the fucking gov't and their parish councils and zoning committees and all those assholes who's job it is to make sure construction jobs dont fuck everybody up. This fucking Highway 2000(so named because that was to be the year of completion NOT when it started) is a major problem! Now everytime rain falls, it takes me like 4-6 fucking hours to go home! Both ways in and out of Portmore(where I live) is flooded because those assholes are building their fucking highway and clogging drains and blocking water paths.

Haha, I love my country but the hypocrisy sometimes is just kills me! They found some dead guy with a notorious gang leader's sperm in his belly. Now me with my late self(I don't watch news so I always find things out waay after they happen) I'm just finding out that this particular gang leader has been rumoured to be gay for a loooong time. Now see, gunmen and gang leaders are some of our most vocal and violent anti-gay ppl around, another set of assholes.

So I'm at work now, it's been pretty slow. So I decided to come update here.

Did I bitch about the hoops I have to go through to open a bank account? How I have to get 2 reccomends? Well when it rain it pours, I now have four and I'm gonna take them all to the bank just in case those asses have probs with one.

What else is new? Not much, Lotto is 45 million, nice chunk of change there.

And the Pussycat Dolls is my new guilty pleasure, their new CD ain't bad. That Don't Cha song has grown on me and I'm loving Beep and Buttons.

What else is new? My god daughter's bday is coming up and I have some change but I have no idea what to get her. She's gonna be two on the 31st.

I'm now permanent! Yay me! I get a slight wage increase and I know have a timetable. Coolies. Now I just need to remember to bring my jacket to work. Me and AC arent very compatible.

What else? Stuff and stuff, that seems to be it. I'm done for now, cya next month, haha.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I'm still alive

Yes, I haven't blogged in ages, I know Ive been very lazy. OK onto what's new.

I'm working, I'm a customer care rep at Infochan help ppl with their ISP probs. It's OK, Nice pay and I have free time to write too bad I can't Gimp there :(

rain has been falling for ages and now we have Wilma :( bah!

Ive been trying to open a bank account for YEARS! Ugh! I bet if I was a criminal I wouldn't have a problem. assholes want references from jp, minister of religon or top ranking cops. Like how the fuck am I gonna know two of those people? Ugh! Why can't I walk into a bank and open an account?

I NEED to do my laundry, sad ain't it but I'm serious this time and I dunno how I' gonna do it cuz Rog isn't sure if he can pick me up and stuff.

I'm gone, laytaz

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

It's been awhile

Yea, didn't post much cuz as usual my life is boring. So I had nothing to post.

So what's new? Fall TV season. I'm loving Prison Break, Everybody Hates Chris and Killer Instinct. Also Supernatural, Jensen Ackles is to die for! I gues there's more but it's just TV.

I'm glad I have DSL! And 'pirates', thanks to them whenever I miss an eppy of a show I can just download and watch it. Maybe I shouldn't blog that but I don't keep the eppies, I watch and delete, although that may not make a difference but how is that diff from Tivo or DVR? The net is my Tivo :)

Anyhoo, I recently found out about video.google.com its great! I can now watch movie trailers and Family Guy clips. It's still in beta so some stuff isn't watchable you just get a recap with screencaps.

I'm going by the bf tomorrow, gonna do some 'work' and be bored. Maybe I'll write.

Oh yea, we got robbed last night. Someone came took down one piece of plyboard we had over our windows. I heard the noise but I didn't realise it till today. I wonder if he's coming back for the other two. I wish I had a dog, not one of the dumb handbag dogs but like a rott or pitbull.

I can't wait till the house is done and I have a wall so I can get a dog.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

itunes SUX, Winamp ROCKS!!

Got an idea for a new playlist today so I opened itunes to make the changes, lo and behold got an update notification so I went and updated. itunes has NOT worked since. I've uninstalled it deleted it from my hard drive and registry re-installed no diff. Cleaned it off my system and tried to reinstall the old one and its says some crap about quicktime which can't install now cuz I apparently have a newer on my system, asses. Just went and messed up my nice night.

Anyhoo, all this prodded me to try the Winamp itunes plugin ml_ipod I've heard about it before and I didn't use it cuz I wasn't having probs with itunes and if it ain't broke don't fix it. I'm an idjit! This thing is AWESOME!!! Seamless integration in my Winamp, easy to use interface and I'm all ago. Got my new playlist and my ipod updated.

On a sorta related note. I've been trying to quit or at least cut down on my cussing which is turning out to be worse than normal. Like when I was really mad at itunes I wanted to cuss but I as trying not to which in turn only made me madder so yea, I did end up cussing but not as much as I normally would've.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

I did it!

I finally stop lazing around and finished my wallpaper. I didn't use any brushes cuz I wasn't feeling any.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, September 05, 2005

In The Womb

In The Womb is a totally fascinating program I saw on National Geographic. Detailing the conception to birth process. The science of it all, how it grows, what it can and cannot do.

I just spent at least an hour downloading and transforming brushes and I dunno why I bother. It's not like I'm making banners or anything and I currently have no plans to. Oh well.

Oh yea, HBO finally has a good new series. Rome, it's GREAT! Scheming, lying, violence and sex, it has it all in a wonderful combo. I haven't seen scheming like this since Oz, another great HBO series that was ended in the most lazy way possible, I'm still mad at that.

Showtime's Weeds is pretty good too and Barbershop is OK.

I NEED a job! I hate being broke and I hate having to live off the 'rents. Sometimes I think I should just pack up a backpack and go see Europe or some shit. Maybe if I wasn't lazy I'd be gone already or another travel lusting person to go with I'd go. But the thought of being alone in a foreign land isn't always appealing. But seriously, maybe one day I will just pack some jeans, shirt and my digicam and I'll just go.

I'm just testing the quote feature to see what it looks like.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Yay! Clean clothes!

Got my clothes all clean! yay me! Yes I take joy in the simple things in life.

I need to go look at washing machines, a front loader. They're between 35 and 40+ 000 (American should divide that by 61/62)

I'm also looking into a new comp, so I can I have a machine to do graphics and I can turn this one into a Linux box.

the trailer for transporter 2 just came on. f.u.c.k.i.n.g. lies. I know its just a movie but damn they went a tad too far. Oh yeah, I watched Kung Fu Hustle again still lmao, that movie is hilarious.

I'm off.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Dirty Clothes

I still got 'em. Nope I still haven't done my laundry yet, hopefully I'll get them done this week.

Between my wonderful gov't, OUR(the body that supposedly regulates the utuility companies) and JUTC I now have to pay $50 flat rate to go anywhere. So $50 that takes me to the mall which is less than 5 minutes away can also take me to Kingston or HalfWayTree. That doesn't sit well with me. And I'm sorta glad I don't have car, gas is now $50 a litre, ain't life grand?

Something good happened this week, well two I got to see the bf and my godaughter she has tonsilitis AND this hypocritical preachy person got hers.

A few years ago I apparently got too chummy with the guys around my way which lead the small minded neighbours to believe me a slut. There was this one in particular that was very preachy and I'll pray for you was her fave thing to tell me. Guess who's preggers now and doesn't know who the dad is? LMAO I almost died laffing. After word of her siuation got out(*takes a bow*) her mom kicked her out and her bf dumped her(btw he apparently isnt one of the candidates for baby daddy status as he wasn't getting any)

Ain't karma grand?

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Another day

Yep, another day another posting. What to say? Nada. My boooring life continues.

Ive been thinking about sex a lot lately just random sexual thoughts.

I'm watching Catwoman...again. I know it's not that great a movie but I love watching it, it needed some more topless Benjamin though.

My hair still need washing, I'm hoping to get my sister to do it, wish me luck.

Back to Catwoman, I love to see women fighting in heels. I can barely walk in them much less.

I hate idjits! They get all huffy about sarcasm and jokes, here's an idea asses, remove the stick from our ass, laugh a little. Otherwise keep your dumb opnions to yourselves and sod off.

I'm gonna go Stumble around the internet.


Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Hmm, went to pay a bill and see the bf today.

While I was at the bank there was this woman cussing on her cell I couldnt really hear her from my end but from her actions and the ppl around her she was mad! Anyhoo that convo ended and she gav her daughter 5-6 year old the phone to play with. Coupla minutes later she's at a telle and the kid is across the room with the phone wen she gets a call, so this kid answers it and shouts across the bank, "Mom! The bombohole(equivalent to @#%$) is on the phone." That cracked me up and some ppl were made cuz she's too young to be cussing but I had a great laff.

Then this sorta cute guy was just staring at me since I got on the bus till he got off. It was flattering for like the first minute but then it just got creepy. He didnt smile, say anything just intense staring ewww.

OK, Ive finally found the perfect dog for me, a Beagle! But I dunno how available they are here so I'm gonna ask around and check if I can just import one. In the meantime the bf gave some very small fishes to tend to.

Oh yea last night I got bored and was idle and I made this totally idle board. it's just to talk about any and everything, feel free to stop by: hetairai876.proboards59.com/index.cgi
That's been my day.

Oooh! Did I tell y'all I shaved my legs last night? 2nd time in my life, I like it but I'm too lazy to do it on a regular but I love how they look and feel :)

Saturday, August 13, 2005

I'm cured!

I no longer want a pug. Did some research and didn't like what I find. But I still want a dog, I'm thinking of a bulldog(COMPUTA!!!), but I'm afraid to look them up incase I find something to turn me off, so I'll stay in fantasy mode. Basically I want a non-cute short hair small breed dog.

Google Earth is my new love! Ive had it for awhile not really using it but today I sat down and found my house :) I also found houses of my fam and friends.


Friday, August 12, 2005

I want a pug!


This is a pug. Theyre not one of the prettiest dogs but lately theyve been fascinating me. I love big yard dogs not small breeds but I really really want one, well I want two but I can only afford one.

Late night TV sucks! I'm so damn bored! I really should be making use of some brishes Ive had for ages but I'm so damned lazy.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

I got pics!

Yep! I got some new clothes so I decided to takes and show my dad how they fit. I had lotsa fun doing this. Gregory is one of my most hilarious friends although he can be annoying as you can see from some of the photos. Oh yea, my house is under construction so ignore the bags of cement, wires and other odds and ends.

PICS ARE HERE



Thursday, August 04, 2005

I'm baaaack!!!

Finally I'm home! I used to think my cabel co was shitty, well, I still think they are but my family's is waaay worst!

I came back and my DSL got upgraded so now I have 512 not 256. I also installed my RAM, sweeeet! Yes, Rog and David has rubbed off on me! I'm currently pondering installing my new DVD burner but since my proc is slower than min requirements I think I'll just wait for my new comp. Speaking of which, I need to call O'Rayne for the estimate.

I love my dad! He has absolutely the best taste! He got me some of the cutest outfits ever! Theyre all fly!

What else? Not much happened. I ate and slept mostly and took a few pics. Pics are here!

Friday, July 22, 2005

What a week!

Wow! What a week! I had a great Sunday. Keesh called me up and we went to Hellshire with Shaun and his friends. We drank talked and ate, look at me:


Fried Fish and Festival(It was scrumptious)

Poor fish but it was delicious!

Then we went to Cuddy's had some more drink and some more food. I had some margarita or the next with Hypnotiq, it was good. Then we went to Peppers play some pool. Me and Keesh went to laff at some of the karaoke folks. Then we went to Asylum, that place, wow, it's lost its shine. Still a happening club I guess but the quality aint there. but with impromptu contests like cheapest thong and best ass and fattest front(with one contestant that didn't have underwear one) Thankfully I was at the back so my eyes were spared.

I don't get smokers. I was posing most of the night with a ciggy, I was idle and a bit bored, (everyone was playing pool) Then wen at Asylum I decided to smoke it, don't see the attraction and my throat felt funny the next day.

Then I had some drama with my comp. Windows wouldn't boot but Ubuntu would. Tried a whole lot of stuff then I just formatted and started all over and that ws then I remembered to check inside my case. Apparently there was too much dust in there and it was messing with my graphics card so I need to get a can of compressed air to give it a good blow out.

And last night I called and bad up Gregory and he finally came to visit me then Craig stopped by, was pretty cool we chatted about foolishness, reminded me of Community College days. Also reminded me of my ex Paul. Called him today he's fine with work.

Drove round town today with Keesh as she ran some errands. O got me some pepper shrimps, great, havent had them in awhile. I also went to BK, havent done that in ages either. Got some OJ and chicken tenders and the wretches didnt have honey mustard sauce.

Yay!! Craig just called me back! I'm gonna go get some food! Well I'm about done here.

TTYL!!

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Bah Emily!

SO hurricane emily was here, or atleast her fringes. I had some wind and rain no biggie. Worst thing was cable kept coming and going and interrupting my shows.

I walked around a bit in the rain and wind.

Then Tara gave me this link: Make your own South Park Character

Here's mine:

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

C&W Expo

I went yesterday and I would have a more detailed report but I waited too long. But Rog(the bf) did keep me hungry and didn't offer to carry my stuff, lol. I took a whole bunch of pics at the expo that I just uploaded but I'm gonna have to label them and stuff. Oh yea some of the shots are blurry cuz after I got my cam back from being fixed I didn't reacquaint myself and didnt remember how to adjust shutter speed.

Anyhoo C&W have upped dsl speeds and dropped the prices but that requires a 1 year contract. As much as I wanna jump on, this is C&W but I'm gonna bite the bullet, double my speed for less.

What else? Yea I went to see my friends and goddaughter :) Got a great pic of us together:
Ain't we a cute pair? Anyhoo gotta go label the pics.

Friday, July 08, 2005

Dennis, Dennis, Dennis

Bah, most boring hurricane ever. All I got was rain and some wind. Although last night I had a great lightning show :)

I have a new pool in my kitchen too, well had, the rain has stopped now so it's receding.

So I'm fine, the worst thing that happened from my new kitchen pool is that I went one day without cable, lol, so painful.

I'm gonna go get some sour gummy worms I'm in the mood for sweets.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Dennis is coming!!!!!!!!

Hurricane Dennis has decided to come visit my island, aint that grand?

So I'll be without power some time soon :( But I'm charging my ipod and digicam batteries so I can amuse myself some how.

Went window shopping today with my gf, lol. While most shops were closing up and putting up storm shutters.

Oh yea, thanks America for making Jamaican stuff cool. Styles that I had to search hard for are now everywhere because rappers and movie stars are wearing them.

I need to go clothes shopping, yea, I need some swimsuits too.

I just had a fried egg sandwich, it was good but I'm still craving something fried, anything!

Anyhoo gotta go call the bf and annoy him some :)

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Another lazy Sunday

Yea, well I just uploaded some more house shots. It's of mom's pantry and my little handiwork, lol.

I love Sundays, I always feel extra lazy on Sundays. Like I was gonna shave my legs today, couldn't be bothered.

Mom is back, with food! Good food too.

Oh yea the pics: http://www.flickr.com/photos/30403134@N00/

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

It's raining, it's pouring!!

OK, I'm home!!! Left home yesterday for my interview. My mom even redid my hair :) Thanks mom!

Went to kill time at the bf's work, he took me to the interview. Which turned out to be ok. One of the interviewees was a chica from uni. They were supposed to call me back yesterday but silly me was walking around without my cell :( SOOO I'll have to call them Monday to find out.

Spent the evening with a friend, we went to see Mr & Mrs Smith which was pretty good! Saw my girls! Kerry Washington and Angelina Jolie. The movie was very amusing, I tell ya Angelina and Brad's deliveries really sold it.

I love my friend's parents. Theyre a cute couple. They saw the words 'darling' 'honey' and such a lot but they REALLY mean it! It's so cute. I got rained in so I had to sleep there.

They had a wedding to go to today so I had to leave early and I came home to my empty house :D I love wen I'm home alone!!!

I'm feeling hungry so I'm gonna make some mac & cheese with sausages.

The circus is in town but they didnt get their permits and stuff so the Mayor sht them down :( I wanted to go to 1) take my niece and 2) the only thing I really remember from the last one is that the elephants STINK!!!

Was supposed to go see War of the Worlds or Batman Begins tonight but it's pouring outside :(

I saw the Live8 concert today! Loved it! Especially Black Eyed Peas and the Marleys :) Jay-Z and Linkin Park ROCKED! I liked DC but Beyonce needs to layoff miniskirts wen on high stages I dont need to see so much of her.

Stevie Wonder ROCKED!! And the best part for me was when they brought up this young lady on stage. Coupla years ago she was one of the starving children and now she's this healthy BEAUTIFUL young lady! She's studying agriculture in college. And YAY!! To Will Smith! For pointing out how much money is spent on on wars and killing people when it could be used to help save lives. I know we aint never gonna end poverty but I'm glad that people aren't just contented with the status quo and are at the very least TRYING to do something about it.

Yea well that's about it for me for now. TTYL

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

I have a kitchen!!

Yay! I have water and power in my kitchen! Hehe! Now my kitchen isn't done yet buuuut its operational :D I dont have to go out back to do dishes and stuff.

You can see the pics here:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/30403134@N00/sets/514945/

Construction has started again!

Woke up to the wondrful sounds of hammering and saws. Oh joy! Well the electrician is here, carpenter is doing the pantry and someone is installing the kitchen. Hopefully I'll have a basic running kitchen by this evening but I ain't holding my breath.

Monday, June 27, 2005

Step in the time machine

LOL, I was doing stuff for one of my boards and I wanted to post here! Here's a pic of me waaaaaay back when!





I got an interview!


Gimme a sec let me test this new Blogger photo feature



Cool! Yes that from the Jeffersons.

Yea I gotta call today and I have an interview Friday at 3pm.

I made an omellete today, it was goooood :) and I even did some dishes! Wow major accomplishment if you knew me.

Music rocks! No matter what genre you listen or like it just does. The right music tends to make anything you're going through that more tolerable.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Another lazy Sunday

Ok, woke up to mom's friend on my computer. Don't worry, I behaved but I just don't like ppl on my comp. Went to take a shower and by the time I was done good ole JPS cut the power...again.

So I went next door and stole Neil's place in a ludo game and I won! haha, Ludo is fun. Everybody was just playing to kill not to win which was so much fun.

I wonder if I can get mom to comb my hair when she comes home.


Saturday, June 25, 2005

Mommy loves me!!!

Haha, she went grocery shopping and bought a whole buncha stuff I loved just for moi! It's great being spoilt!

Hmm, Ubuntu is annoying me! Realplayer and XMMS arent working and neither is rhtymbox. If GIMP didnt hadnle better under Ubuntu I would just wipe it from my damn hard drive.

My gf is back from England!! So I'll be seeing her soon.

That's all in my so called life, cya next time ;)

Thursday, June 23, 2005

I got clean clothes now!

Yay! I have clean clothes now! Thanks tot the bf! Love ya! But doing the laundry was annoying. First one of the washers wasn't working and it wasn't plugged out. Dumbasses. Then the dryer that wasn't in use I need the super to come open it and start it cuz it didn't accept all the cins or something. So every load change I have to walk around and look for him. Blah.

So I finally got my laundry done had a shower and some sleep. Normally what happens is my friend comes home, we chat, watch tv and or play games. He comes home and basically gives us the bum rush out. He wasn't rude or anything just was a bad day. So I had to go home blah

Found out the bf made a not so smart decision but I'm not gonna put him on shout alls I'm gonna say is: $84, 000. Hi Rog ;)

Another thing, insecure people need Jesus.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

The suckage of life

Bah, life is just blah.

I wish I could buy a new comp now but nooo this raasclaat contractor is being a classic ass and holding me up. Ugh! It sucks to live in such a cramped, cluttered space. I should upload some pics give you an idea of the hell that's my home. So if I do buy a computer I'll have nowhere to put it. Ain't life grand.

Ever search for something to get excited about? I WANT so bad to be excited about something anything! Oh well.

This ungodly heat is gonna kill me and you know what is weird. Normally I'd drink lots of water but now water tastes just awful in mouth, so I've been drinking mostly juice and sometimes force myself to drink water cuz I should.

I was looking at free web hosting awhile ago, I dunno why for. I think like most things I want or own I just wanna HAVE it. It's like my millions of email addies. I have like 10 hotmail addies, 5 gmail, 6-8 yahoo and some other miscelanous ones. Why do I have so many? Prolly cuz I was just raas idle on the net and wanted to see if that name was taken.

Ugh! I had to clip a nail today because it had started to crack. I just decided to row them too so now I have 1 short nail and it bugs me I'm prolly gonna end up cutting them all off as usual and then have clipper's remorse. But that's me love doing shit I know I'm gonna regret later.

Saw an old FB the other night, haha, he has a kid now, a girl. And the way he talks about her like the best thing in life. I'm sure parents love to see their kid that way but I don't. I don't see the damn big deal about kids. Any kid I have is gonna be my one way ticket to jail esp if they turn out into an idiot like the kids I see running around.

If you havent noticed Ive been in a sorta funk lately and it's pissing me off. Maybe if I stopped going to bed wen the damn sun rises I'd feel better but I just can't sleep. All I do is read and tinker around stuff. And what sucks is nothing holds my interest for more than 5 minutes except maybe vegas solitaire(I actually was up $465 once).

Now I feel a bit better it's gonna last until the bf reads this and starts getting on my nerves with his damned concern. Yea, I sound mean but it annoys me more than it helps, he tries but his questions just seem dumb and annoying.

I wish I could sleep.

Oh yea another thing, I'm venting and for all you concerned folks do me a favour and not bring this up. I'm gonna ignore you or change the topic I just need to vent without earing dumbass shit like, "Are you alright?" If I was I wouldnt have long blog entries like this right? I may need help but I sure as hell don't wanna hear anything.

Everytime I think I should end this I keep writing, isn't that weird? It's like sky jumping and not pulling the parachute which prolly isnt a good analogy but I honestly don't care.

That's another thing(see what I mean about not stopping?) I honestly don't care about much these days. My cousin called today, I haven't really spoken to her in ages and I just gave my mom the phone and left the house.

I think I'm gonna change the colour this orange is pissing me off. OK colour changed. FYI, I have two blogs. This one is my very first one(http://hetairai.blogspot.com/) which I totally forgot about until I made a Xanga one(http://www.xanga.com/KissMiRaas). I had another one a blogspot but I deleted it when I remebered this one. I was checking who took the username I originally wanted and found I had already registered it.

Don't worry both blogs are the same, well the entries anyway. I just copy and paste. Anyhoo I'm gonna go fiddle around the net some more. Later.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Constant power outages

Hmm, another day. I watched Def Jam Poetry last night, really really good. They had AK on and she was good and she nearly fell over her chair :( This other lady did a great one about using protection too.

JPSCo is riding my last nerve! They just keep cutting the damn light, it's so annoying! Apparently when the power is out is the ony time I remember i have a cam. Took some pics of the house. You would not believe how cramped a space I live in. I cba to upload the pics and show ya. Then mom came home and I was her paparazzi till she started to get miserable, those definately aren't being posted cuz ppl like the bf will tell her purposely or accidentally and I'll get my ass beat. I'm gonna have to wait til she looks decent by her standards before I post her pic.

What did I do today? I spent last night getting some brushes and textures for GIMP I haven't really tried using them yet but I haven't been feeling inspired graphics wise. Speaking of which I'm still working on my fanfiction and it's going S-L-O-W-L-Y. I wanted to post the first chapter by today but it's gonna have to wait.

Oooh! My wife(yes Nuri I said it :P) Kerry Washington is gonna be on in a few, in that movie Sin with Ving Rhames.

Friday, June 17, 2005

Step-dad?

My mom just told me a very funny story. First I gotta give you a little background. There's this guy in his mid to late 20's. Spoiled ass, he completely rules his mom and is an total ass. You know the type with no ambition, nothing to his name and acts like he's cock of the walk. To protect the asinine I'll call him Dick.

The Dick proposed to my mom, not the get on one knee thing just bring it like he's asking about the weather(told ya he's an ass). So my mom ignores thinking he's just dicking around. But noooo this Dick keeps on bringing it up. Then she realizes he's really serious.

I dunno if it's the house revovation/addition thinking mom's got money or he just thinks she's old and soon croak so he can get dead lef'. Ass! I called my sister and she nearly died laffing, she's like "A so 'im tek ppl fi eediat." I love my sister.

Just had to share. Anyhoo, I'm gonna go get ready I gonna be a PITA to the bf.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Summer's Here!!

OK! I've made change or two in my life, dropped a few things picked up a few things.

I'm back to learning Japanese :) yep Japanese.
I'm also writing again. Right now it's a fanfic but I have few ideas for some orginal stuff and I'll be on it.

So last night I'm on my comp minding my own damn biz and the little fuckers(JPS) cut my light out! Midnight! No damn power! I don't go to bed till like 3 or 4 in the morning. Bored to raas. Well my ipod was charged and so was my digicam batteries so I went to bed and took pics of the room. Was messiing round using the light from my cell, still dark unless I held it right there.

I havent eft my house in ages! I went to the mall the tuesday to pay my dsl bill but that doesnt count. BTW NCB's new branch is niiiiiiice I may even open an account there, but I need a frigging recommendation and other shit. I never see shit like this. what the raas I need a recommendation for? What? to make sure I'm not a drug dealer or something?
If I was my money wouldnt be at NCB, well not all of it.

I HATELOATHEDESPISE fake ass people. I post on many a boards I meet some ppl you think are cool then find out they aren't. And those dumb bitches expect me to play the hypocrite gae with them. well I don't kiss ass. If I don't like someone the most you'll get out of me is I'll avoid them but if they actup I'm NOT gonna shut up.

I NEEEEED to do my laundry! I seriously am running outta clothes to wear and rain keeps on falling every raas day, can you believ that? Soon have to start dig up old old old clothes, watch me.

Haha, I love my uni family. We just started a yahoo group and we posted some pics from 99-03 MEMORIES! Wow! those were the days. Were you swear blind dat you going to burn down the damn university. Cuss so much badword, me woulda have Bill Gates money if I had a swear jar. But still had some great times. Stayin up all nite "studying" haha, those were the days.

I still hate school but the people are DIVINE!

Anyways me gone, layta

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Earthquake!!

So I'm eating mangoes and laffing at this dumb bitch who's starting to regret her I-wanna-look-like-Carmen-Electra plastic surgery and my monitor starts moving and my chair and I can hear a rumbling! EARTHQUAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then it started to mellow out and then started back again! That was great!

Now back to I wanna be Carmen Electra. I never laffed so much. She wanted bigger boobs so she can model her lingerie in Playboy and to get more attention from guys. So now after the surgery she's a 34DD and she's not liking the attention. LMAO, she can't handle the comments she got! Haha, welcome to the world of big boobs! That was hilarious!

I'm out I have a fanfic that I have to procrastinate about.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Home alone!!!

Mom's gone!! She's gone to visit her grandkid and won't be back till tomorrow! So I'm home alone, half nekkid and listening to my music loudly whilst not watching TV!!

I'm gonna go work on my fiction or prolly just take some pics(not of me, sorry to disappoint the pervs
)

TTYL.


Thursday, June 09, 2005

I went to Puerto Rico last nite!!

Haha! In my dreams! I dreamt I went to Puerto Rico, I guess there was some concert or gathering. I was with my bf and his people but I wasn't really paying them any mind. I just kept walking along the shoreline taking pics. Then near the end my camera changed, from a medium black one to small silver one and my memory card was full. So I was running down the bf so I could copy over the images to the laptop but I couldn't find him. So I went back to our room and found the laptop then a lot of people were in the room and I woke up.

Yep, I dunno either but I haven't dreamt in a long time much less remember it so I thought I'd write it down before I forgot it.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Haha, mi still deh ya!

I havent posted in awhile huh? I bet you think I was losing interest, Aha! fooled ya! I'm still here!

I finally started my AU fanfic today! 1 whole paragraph! LOL. Anyhoo! I was doing fine until I went to SON and got sucked into some majorly fun post whoring!

I still have half eaten mac & cheese sitting beside me bah, I'll heat it up and eat it later. I gotta go catch up on my other boards and stuff. Mi gaan, lata!

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Headaches suck!

My head hurts It's been hurting on and off all damn day.

Ugh! What did I do today? Upgrade Ubuntu but now xmms crashes when I try to play streams so I need to fix that so I can listen to my neosoul stream.

Had a power cut today good thing my ipod was charged.

All soaps suck! If ya don't watch any, good, don't start/ If ya do and enjoy it quit while it's good.

Headaces are so damn annoying.

Dan and Roseanne are one of my fave TV couples. After how many years they still love, respect and mainain a their sense of humour. I hope my relationship progresses like theirs except for being constantly broke.

I'm gonna go watch the Kings of Comedy. I need to laff.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Late night inspiration

I was up late watching Love Jones and I guess I got inspired by her character being a photographer so I took out my digicam and started taking pics of the movie. It wasn't a bad idea and it also gave me an idea for a banner or wallpaper or something.

I love Yahoo, unlimited photo hosting check it: Late Nite TV

BTW I do have colour TV I just felt B&W would be better.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

My hair's still dirty

Bah! Didnt get to wash my hair today. Water pressure is too damned low and mom's on the road.

So I'm just postwhoring at MB's. Although I did get some new brushes and plugins for GIMP. I need some more RAM. Well I need a new comp but it doesn't make sense to buy one till I have a damn room to put it in.

I think I'm just gonna wash my hair later. I'm gonna go take a nap.

Laters.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Just another day

I'm watching Oprah she's talking about Tantric sex and giving some housewife a makeover.

The heat is here!!! Time for me to start having showers every 30 minutes. I'm gonna go spend some time in the country, go to the beach. Which reminds me, I dont have any swimsuits, sad aint it?

I should take advantage of my mom being home and getting her to wash and comb my hair Hehe, gotta wait till she's in a good mood. I need cane rows it's too hot for twists,

Monday, May 30, 2005

In loving memory...

Ever had one of those nights that started normal then got weird then sad.

First I'm just surfing the net procrastinating from making a banner then I just had this random flashback of me sleeping on the roof and nearly falling off when I woke up. I was thinking about that for awhile then suddenly I started thinking of Hailu and I couldnt stop.

I totally lost it, I had to go in another cuz I didn't wanna wake my mom. Called my Keesha and she helped talk me down.

I have a great bf, he just knows what to say and esp what not to say.

Now I'm thinking of my brother, I had a brother. The first pic I ever saw of him was his funeral program. The only time I really saw him he was in a coffin. He's the reason I never looked at Hailu in his coffin. I never watched him being buried. I don't to ever want to remember him like that.

All my memories of Hailu are of him alive and I like it that way. He loved red, swimming, playing kalookie and doing that thing with his finger when it was his turn to draw. He was a great graphics artist, great listener. You could have intelligent, deep and silly concersations with him, cry on his shoulder. My fave thing is when he scolds ppl. He never comes off as judgemental or harsh but caring.

I feel better now, this blog thingy wasn't such a bad idea after all.

Pics of me and friends :)

OK I originally wanted to take pics of the bf's rotties but they weren't in a pose-for-Anika mood, brats,  so I'm posting pics of me and who I spend the most time with.

Here's David, all these pics except the 1/2 nekkid bf pic was taken at his house. I'm mostly at David's house watching DVDs or playing playstation if we're not out discovering new restaurants.

David unawares:



David TRYING to hide:



Me being idle:



My tongue ring:



Just so I can honestly say I posted a DECENT pic of him when he complains about the nekkid pic



And the piece de resistance! My bf getting ready for a shower


Heh

Just posting for posting's sake. I'm gonna go call the bf and check up on him, he has a cold.

Another day

Hmm after making a joke banner for a friend's birthday I got inspired and made a wallpaer for my fave soap couple. I even started a Xtina wallpaper, I need to egt some more plugins and stuff for GIMP. I should also learn to use the plugins I already have.

Saw my cousin today. I havent seen him in ages. He got a promotion at work so he's a bigshot Exec now.

I was also looking at Masters programmes in Australia. I was looking at Norway first but then I was reminded it isn't an English speaking country. I cba to learn a new language right now.

That's pretty much it for today except I didn't take sme pics of my niece like I had planned to. I'm gonna go spend a weekend with her soon. Take lots of pics then.

I'm out!

I'm getting a PS3

Okies, I went to visit the bf yesterday, to bring back his God of War demo. (GOW rocks!!)

Didn't do much as usual. Except watch some game trailers for the PS3. I am sooo getting a PS3 esp after seeing teh Warhawk trailer. It's just BEAUTIFUL!!! LOL And I'm not the only one, ARTICLE Check it out for yourself here: Warhawk Trailer

The Unreal tourney ones are cool too! Unreal Tourney Vidz

Oh yea, I also got head butted by the bf for $10!! For you Americans that's $0.16, lol. Ok Ok. He was taking something out of his pocket and it fell and I stepped on it and we were playing around for it and his head came and butted me but he didn't take me serious so I'm spinning it

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