Piercings and markings

I've been thinking of piercings again. Re-doing my tongue, doing the top of my ear and my nipple/s. The first two are the most likely to be done, the nipple one is a whole lotta iffy. I dunno where I got it from but it won't go away but I'ma ignore it. Prolly its just residual from the Janet SuperBowl. And I would like to think I'm not that easily influenced but it nuh look so at all.

I'm done with Xanga. I made my last post there last night linking to my LJ and Blogger accounts. I just not feeling Xanga anymore.

The bf emailed me pics of his little bro and nephew, utter cuteness! Wish I could share but you haffi just believe me and done.

Anyways, I gone to tek some id10t calls, layta.

They got so much things to say right now

and I have nothing.

The bf is in Miami or Florida or whatever that section of the US of A is. SPeaking of which, he's supposed to me email some pics. I miss him, but it's not bad like the last time. The last time he left I was a miserable wretch. and I played the hell outta Tamia's I'm Missing You. Should I be worried? Should he?

And I find myself collecting brushes and textures and I've still yet to make something, anything. boo.

I have some writing ideas I'm gonna try put on WB sometime this week.

Ive been bumming more than usual and eating more than usual and it's showing. I wanna start running again but then I'd have to wake earlier and I can't do that. I work too late to go swimming at Utech. I need a hobby or something.

Ive been thinking about school again. I think I'm gonna start with some certifications, uni is NOT where I wanna be anytime soon.

I think I maybe addicted soap. I literally crave it now. Not in a "I'll suck your dick" way but enough for me to notice. I even eat it everyday now, boo.

If God was like men

well, like me to be more specific then these two asses:






would have all over 3rd degree burns from the lightning bolts I'd rain on their dumbasses.

First Kanye, his ego has done swallowed his brain. I've heard his album and FYI Kanye, it DOES NOT deserve album of the year. Frankly, I liked Lil Kim's album way better. I hope his ass dont win jack.

As for pastor mase, does his congregationrealize the only place he'll be leaing them to is hell?

Why do these two asses think they can compare their ignorant asses to Jesus? I wish theyd both catch something that makes them mute, do the world a favor.



BF leaves tomorrow for at least a week :( Hopefully we get to spend the norning together, but I ain't holdinf my breath.

Just got my nails done and like 5 are messed up :( boo, i'm gonna redo them friday and get glitter put on them.

SuperNegative

Is it me or does THIS seem mobbish? What is my country coming to? Seriously. And the guys were SUSPECTED, not proven guilty. I hope they get a great layer and sue the pants off superplus.

LOL, I totally forgot about my painting. When I get my next paycheck i'm gonna get it framed and post a pic of it here.

Anyhoo, I got some chapters to finish so ttyl.

Creatively Constipated

That's how I'm feeling. I haven't written jack in ages and I sure as hell haven't made any graphics. And now it's affecting me. It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have that damn dinosaur at work, I gotta reboot that shat 4 or 5 times a day. Just Ugh! Gonna take my notebook and scribble in there. Esp since I'm thinking of making brushes now. Common Jamaican slang and lyric brushes from like Bob, Beres, Buju etc

I skinned my writing forum! I love the new look! I'm gonna start posting my stuff there, originals and stuff. For real this time, I hate this feeling.

I got my digicam back and Ive yet to look at it. I will though.

Spent Saturday @ Kevin's. Had fun, I really miss hanging with him, he's very cool. Watched some dog show or the next. I really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really want a dog.

There's a new company in town, laying down fibre, I'm gonna dust off my resume and try my luck.

I heart Scarlett Johanssen, just had to throw that out there.

of clouds and silver linings

I love life!

So yesterday I went to mail Nuri two DVDs(Passions clips) I burnt for her. Went to the pharmacy and they didnt have the padded envelope I wanted so I bought the one they had went to the post office, got it weighed and priced at $824 but the envelope kept opening so I left to check surrounding stores for the envelope I wanted, couldnt find it. I realized the time and ran to work, called the bf and he said he could take me to the mall near my office so I fugured everything was fine.

When I came to work found out I couldnt leave and the bf called to cancel cuz he had to go on the other side of town. So I'm bummed cuz I really wanted to send it but I'd had to wait until the next day(ie today to do it).

So it's today, I go to my mall at like 9 and most of the stores aren't opened until 10, I can't wait that long I got work so I head to the mall near my office. I arrived a coupla minutes before 10 and the book store doesn't open till then so I walk around a bit then finally get in. Found my envelopes and asked where the post office was, yay! it was just across the street.

I'm at the PO writing up the envelope and stuff and I hand it to the cashier or watever theyre called and she weighs it. Then she's like, maybe you should send this as a small gift or package that way it would be cheaper. I'm like how much cheaper? She said as regular mail it would be $712 and as the small package it would be $70. Yep, $70, HUGE difference. I wonder why the the lady at the other post office didnt tell me that one. All I had to do was to fill out a little customs form telling them what's in it. I was tempted to write porn DVDs but I behaved and wrote data DVDs.

Moral of the story: that crap about cloud and silver lining and door closing and window opening is sometimes true

lemme explain

you know those absent minded geek genuises on TV? You watch and go "Awww, he's so cute, I want one" well, he maybe cute but his absent mindedness ain't. I have a great boyfriend, I know. But for someone that's good at programming which requires logic, there's just a lot of stuff he doesn't get. Which pisses me the hell off cuz I cant see how come he doesn't get it but then I remember it's not malice or purposeful just...him being him. So no, I'm not bi-polar, I just have one of them boyfriends.



Don't I just look gorgeous?? My girl Nuri made it for me, she's fucking awesome!! Thank you sooo much hon!

new year, same shit

finally got new computer to make a long story short, after trying many times to install my legit xp i had to end up using a bootleg copy. so now new comp is up, but me and samba are on diff terms so i cant copy over my stuff yet :(

saw my godson, he's huge and so cute, didnt have my camera so no pics :( my goddaughter is talking, words and small phrases but she's still bossy.

right now i'm pissed at the bf. he can be such an ass! I asked him if he wanted to spend nye with me he said he'd be sleeping. LIAR! he was in Jacks Hill watching fireworks. nice to know you'd rather be somewhere else and thanks for no callng either. I'm not even gonna get into today. thanks for NOT calling again.

I'm tired, I'm tired of the same fucking disappointments over and over and over again. A simple fucking phone call. The say one thing and do another thing aka LYING!

i'm just real fucking fed up.