heh

so, I moved my comp from Greg's desk to mine, same shit happens. It boots then crashes after 5 minutes and reboots to a reboot. oh joy.

Saw V for Vendetta last night, GREATNESS! Hugo's voice acting was great and his delivery was very good. Natalie Portman was brilliant also. I still wonder how it wouldve looked BEFORE the London bombings, maybe theyll put it on DVD.

Mom's back, so no more home alone for me :(

My computer is trying to drive me crazy

My computer is trying to drive me nuts. It's now behaving like nothing is wrong with it. Like I wasn't booting to blue screens and reboots days ago. Yesterday, it would freeze up after like 5 minutes of use now it's been up and running for like 30 minutes.

Now watch what happens if I take it home. I missed so much because of this. Maybe I should just get up off my ass and configure MythTV on my linux box.

I should call O'rayne, he said he was stopping by but I wanna see V for Vendetta.

Anyhoo, I'm off to play Mario on my machine while it's behaving.

randomness

I fucking hate shit stirrers and those that are so up someone's behind they cant see reason. those fuckers just love to offer up their biased opinions as facts, fuck off!


Anyhoo, I love randomness, like the pieces of conversation one hears whilst one is on the road. Like "Saturday is my butter day." greatness!

mic check 1 2

yes, yes, Ive been absent again. no real reason apart from lazy and forgetfulness.

me free paper soon done, mom is coming home this week. Which is good cuz the wiring for the back of the house has gone to shit. The bathroom, kitchen and walk in close have NO power which upsets me cuz the washing machine I'm buying is supposed to be in that area.

I know which cake I'm ordering for my birthday, Tiramasu.

Gonna go watch V for Vendetta on Thursday, I havent been to the movies in ages.

Spent the weekend at Brain's, nyam food and watch tv but I left my yogurt :(

I formatted my HD and I wish I could say the prob is solved I'm starting to think it's the HD. The comp froze on me last night, so I'm gonna call O'Rayne and see bout warranty and such.

I still need a decent mpg to avi/wmv converter, it would make clipping so much easier since dumbass wmm cannot import my mpgs. Speaking of which, there must be some auto screencapping software out there.

I think I'm gonna change my Blogger and LJ layout. Its about time I make my own but alas, I'm too lazy or just not inspired.

One fucked up weekend

my nails still need to be done and my manicurist isnt answering her phone

windows movie maker is being an ass so I can't make clips for the fansite

i got sony vegas as a sub and its just damn painful

beyondtv is now showing like shit

my comp display is all garbled

and my 1mb dsl is acting like its 1byte

i'm gonna have some likker.

I need a magic wand

Tomorrow I'm working late and my morning is gonna be spent at the bank and tax office :( Two of the worst places to spend a morning esp when I could be in bed.

Now I just gotta hope that the washing machine I have my eye on isn't gone. Decent sized front loaders are rare and if you find one today no guarantee it will be there tomorrow.

My computer is sick and I have no clue. Everytime I think Ive got it solved it starts crashing and that beeping at start up and now dumbass Event Viewer has gone mute. It has hung up twice and Event Viewer doesnt show shat. From what ive seen on Google it maybe my MB, the SATA drives and XP SP2 or it maybe some IRQ shit I just noticed at boot up. I wanna get some air clean out my case and rearrange some cards.

Anyhoo, back to my so called life.

so many things...so little time

My to-do list grows whilst the time to do them shrinks. But i'm gonna be working on them I swear.

Finally got my tv card up and running, now I need to start making clips and work out a naming scheming that makes them easy to sort. I also need software that auto does screencaps.

My dad's BC, I'm on it. Gonna do it up tomorrow and pay for it wednesday.

My nails need to be done, theyre chipping and stuff. They also feel weird.

I also need to update and end out my resume. My job blows, my co-workers rock but my job still blows.

My kitchen has space! And why you might ask? Cuz the bath is now in the bathroom! Soon and very soon I'll be able to take a bath and not just any bath, jacuuzi baths. new bath got whirpool stuff and stuff :)

THANK YOU! to the bf. Brought me choccy today :) He wubs me :D


I'm out!

99.9%

that's how much I'm my dad's. so the DNA stuff is done and over with so the immigration machinery can keep turning.


nothing can suck the excitement out having new stuff like computers. finally got the damn tv card. spent my day off setting it up. it works but its grainy :( butI was gonna kep recording till I got some more time to figure it out. Got some ATI software that can turn itself on record and turn off. Set it and forget. Guess what I came home to? 4 gigs of blue screen and static and now the damn ATI software is saying shit about drivers. Works fine in PowerCinema though.


bwoy if I wasn't done with soaps before, I'm sure as hell done now.

I need new interests or some give-a-damn about my current ones.

haha, running, only did it once, tsk tsk. but I'm gonna get on that.

I want a dog, I really do. but house isnt a dog friendly state. cant wait till all this construction ends.

It's been awhile

but I'm back! So what's new? I ran this morning...well I walked fast. My feet were getting used to being in sneakers and walking further than the bus stop, so running was out of the question.

Great news! K and Greg got engaged! I'm so happy for them! Soon I'll be eating wedding cake :)

I need to go shopping. My To-Get list is forever expanding. But I'm getting paid today, so I'm gonna try scratch some things off.

I must remember to email my dad, see what he's up to.

So Ive dusted off my internet how to program book, oh joy. Bu I intend on making a great site so I need to refresh myself. I may even buy the latest edition but that's a maybe.

I need a new firewire cable for my iPod! I need to update it soooooooooo bad.

I should start getting ready for work but bah! I wanna stay home! Oh well!

my weekend

So Friday after work went to spend some time with the bf but I ditched him to go drinking. Went to young rich Jamaica central aka TGIFridays. Got a surprise there. One of the group there was an ex-customer of my company, his leaving was memorable experience, he was not a happy camper. No metion was made of it though. Had a great time drinking got a bit tipsy then came home.

Went to work Saturday, spent the night with the bf and his uncles. Entertaining men they are. Slept over at K's. Saw Stacey the next day and came home to no internet. didnt bother calling C&W, woulda been a waste of my time.

I called gregory and he said he'd go running with me in the morning, not sure about tomorrow. I'm not flaking but i got laundry so i dont think i'll be running.

anyhoo, thats it i'm done

F150 for sale

There was a ford f150 on fire in the parking lot at work. directly across from our lunch room. No one knows how it started but it was blazing! I was so afraid it wa gonna blow but the put it out with fire extinguishers but it sure took awhile. Apparently its the same F150 that a mango tree fell on during hurricane Ivan. My co-worker took some pics:

I should get off my ass!

I really need to start exercising again. Maybe running again, on the weekend and days when I work late. This belly ain't cute, at all!

I also need to stop collecting brushes, patterns, textures and tutorials and start making stuff again. I don't even experiment anymore, sooo sad. Ive been thinking of bringing my linux box to work so I Gimp in between id10t calls.

Speaking of which, I wanna skin my blogs. Not some skin I get off a site but something that I made, designed, something of me but I ain't holding my breath for that either.

Oooh, LJ improved their rich text editor, looks very MS Word-y. Good for them.

Oh well, tomorrow is the 15 :D Means I can get choccy for CHEAP! I may even buy myself a big teddy bear too.

Coffee + rum, loong time I haven't had this, greatness! Now I'm all sleepy

Team Portia???

Yep, Team Portia. That's how americanized Jamaica is. The ruling party PNP is now in the process of choosing a new leader and Prime Minister. There's Portia Simpson-Miller, Peter Phillips and Omar Davies. I havent seen any of OD's adds so I dunno his tag line but PP's is Strong and Dependent and PSM is Team Portia. I kid you not. Team Portia.

So I went to do my nails, get me some Emily(character on General Hospital) nails:
But I got this instead:


And while I was getting that done. They got one of the thieves that was active in the area recently. Kicked his ass so bad he shat himself! He was begging the cops to take him. They did, after the crowd was done with him.

Yes! It's Saturday and I ain't working! Greatness!

What the hell???

I had a dream saturday night that still freaks me.

so I'm preggers but its not showing. I havent told anyone and I dont want to. The people in my dream are people I tell everything to. Nothing happens in my life without one of them knowing. And I hid it from them. Not only that I'm to self abort. Throwing myself off the roof, hitting my belly and other stuff. And after every attempt the kid pokes a hand, foot or head thourgh my skin. My lower stomach actually streches out in the shape of whatever part he's pushing through.

So I'm talking to my mom and I feel like the kid is trying to push through again so I have to turn away and she's questioning me cuz she says Ive been acting weird lately. I laff it off and she leaves and I walk into the kitchen take up the biggest sharpest knife and stab myself. That's where I woke up.

This upsets me on so many levels. Self abortion??? Who's the dad? Why didn't I tell anyone? And how can I be PG it not show but the kid is big enough to have seeming developed arms, feet and head?

youtube.com is my new crack

that site is GREATNESS! I just watched the infamous 2002 Diane Sawyer/Whitney Houston interiew. Hilarity! Whitney is CRAZY! They even got some MADTv Whitney spoofs are hilarious but this, this is my fave:



Hilarious!

Piercings and markings

I've been thinking of piercings again. Re-doing my tongue, doing the top of my ear and my nipple/s. The first two are the most likely to be done, the nipple one is a whole lotta iffy. I dunno where I got it from but it won't go away but I'ma ignore it. Prolly its just residual from the Janet SuperBowl. And I would like to think I'm not that easily influenced but it nuh look so at all.

I'm done with Xanga. I made my last post there last night linking to my LJ and Blogger accounts. I just not feeling Xanga anymore.

The bf emailed me pics of his little bro and nephew, utter cuteness! Wish I could share but you haffi just believe me and done.

Anyways, I gone to tek some id10t calls, layta.

They got so much things to say right now

and I have nothing.

The bf is in Miami or Florida or whatever that section of the US of A is. SPeaking of which, he's supposed to me email some pics. I miss him, but it's not bad like the last time. The last time he left I was a miserable wretch. and I played the hell outta Tamia's I'm Missing You. Should I be worried? Should he?

And I find myself collecting brushes and textures and I've still yet to make something, anything. boo.

I have some writing ideas I'm gonna try put on WB sometime this week.

Ive been bumming more than usual and eating more than usual and it's showing. I wanna start running again but then I'd have to wake earlier and I can't do that. I work too late to go swimming at Utech. I need a hobby or something.

Ive been thinking about school again. I think I'm gonna start with some certifications, uni is NOT where I wanna be anytime soon.

I think I maybe addicted soap. I literally crave it now. Not in a "I'll suck your dick" way but enough for me to notice. I even eat it everyday now, boo.

If God was like men

well, like me to be more specific then these two asses:






would have all over 3rd degree burns from the lightning bolts I'd rain on their dumbasses.

First Kanye, his ego has done swallowed his brain. I've heard his album and FYI Kanye, it DOES NOT deserve album of the year. Frankly, I liked Lil Kim's album way better. I hope his ass dont win jack.

As for pastor mase, does his congregationrealize the only place he'll be leaing them to is hell?

Why do these two asses think they can compare their ignorant asses to Jesus? I wish theyd both catch something that makes them mute, do the world a favor.



BF leaves tomorrow for at least a week :( Hopefully we get to spend the norning together, but I ain't holdinf my breath.

Just got my nails done and like 5 are messed up :( boo, i'm gonna redo them friday and get glitter put on them.

SuperNegative

Is it me or does THIS seem mobbish? What is my country coming to? Seriously. And the guys were SUSPECTED, not proven guilty. I hope they get a great layer and sue the pants off superplus.

LOL, I totally forgot about my painting. When I get my next paycheck i'm gonna get it framed and post a pic of it here.

Anyhoo, I got some chapters to finish so ttyl.

Creatively Constipated

That's how I'm feeling. I haven't written jack in ages and I sure as hell haven't made any graphics. And now it's affecting me. It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have that damn dinosaur at work, I gotta reboot that shat 4 or 5 times a day. Just Ugh! Gonna take my notebook and scribble in there. Esp since I'm thinking of making brushes now. Common Jamaican slang and lyric brushes from like Bob, Beres, Buju etc

I skinned my writing forum! I love the new look! I'm gonna start posting my stuff there, originals and stuff. For real this time, I hate this feeling.

I got my digicam back and Ive yet to look at it. I will though.

Spent Saturday @ Kevin's. Had fun, I really miss hanging with him, he's very cool. Watched some dog show or the next. I really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really want a dog.

There's a new company in town, laying down fibre, I'm gonna dust off my resume and try my luck.

I heart Scarlett Johanssen, just had to throw that out there.