still on the wagon

lol, I know it's just been day two but I know you're all just hanging by a thread wanna know if I'm still on. OK, we only exercised this morning cuz I have work @ 12 not two but it was ugh! We decided to do the 8 Minute Abs work out and that was hard. Has anyone seen those? They start like porn, I'm serious, the scenic shot, the music! Not kidding.

I'm hungry, today was my first day of wearing the heels so I didn't stop and get lunch today, I just came straight to work. I shoulda gotten some fruits, guineps are going outta season soon and june plums too, so I'm gonna grab a bunch tomorrow.

Oh yeah, Nich's computer, this is what he did, I like it:

reinforcement and inspiration

today's shopping trip reinforced my hatred for shopping but also was inspiration for me to stay on the running wagon. I walked the entire mall and then some cuz I couldn't find pants to go over my Bhudda belly, not cute!

Anyhoo went to the hospital and glad to say Jazz is way better. She has a slight fever but she's up and about more, she's eating AND she's chatty. If you know Jazz you know if she's chatty she's fine or on her way to fine.

I don't think I got watever message my dream was sending me cuz now all I keep thinking about is getting a snake.

back on the wagon

did both running and exercising today. We're going to have to find a new field to run cuz the grass on the current one is getting too much and my skin and my grass don't mix. Besides it's becoming popular with other people who just get in our way. Esp when we do some of Greg's football running exercises and they're all like, "Can we join?" and then slow us down cuz they can't follow simple instructions.

Well, it's shopping day, eewwww. I don't like shopping. It's all kinds of annoying.

not so bad after all

Went to the hospital last night. The ward looks way better than last time I was there they even have better TVs. Jazz still looks tiny but she didn't look as bad as last time. They still don't know when she can go home cuz she still has a fever and she was breathing hard. (She's in for pneumonia if Ive forgot to mention that) . I'm going to see her again tomorrow, gonna pick her up a book or something to entertain herself.

Came home to a BSOD last night, fun times. Then wen I tried to reboot it wasn't detecting my boot drive. SO I said fuck it and turned it off. Upside, I figured out how to use google talk in gaim, so when I'm in linux I can talk to Nich. WHich reminds me, he sent me pics of his computer that he built, way cool, I'll post them Tuesday when I get back to school. Anyhoo, windows box(the one that my friends lurve) is up and running, its a dainty bitch, I had to go to the hardware store and get compressed air so it will boot again meanstwhile my old comp, the Gateway that they ragged on has enough dust in it that some water and seeds and I'll have a nice little garden.

LOL, I'd also like to thank my friend Larry(his blog is hilarious BTW) for turning me onto Robyn, her last album, self titled, is real catchy pop. I got it cuz he was raving about Konichiwa Bitches, with lyrics like: I'm so very hot that when I rob your mansion you ain't call the cops, you call the fire station how can you go wrong?

45 years

This couple came in today about setting up email on a new laptop. Theyre one of the cutest couples ever! They're English, came here for three years, forty two years ago. :) Theyve been married for forty five years. Apparently they've known each other for ages, since they were 12 cuz they went to school together. It was real great seeing them.

Gotta visit my cousin in the hospital after work. She has pneumonia and I'm sooo not looking forward to it. Normally she looks real fragile and she looks worse when she's sick(she has sickle cell) It breaks my heart everytime. I asked Rog to go with me cuz I really don't wanna go by myself.

weird dream

So I'm in my home and the reason I know it's my home is cuz it feels like it. Although there's some stuff from my home that was in my dream ome it was different. Like higher walls and they were blue. Anyhoo, I apparently had lotsa pets. I had dogs that were outside playing but I was inside with my monkey, remember that monkey Ross had on Friends?, like that. There was another one but I can't remember what it was. So Rog and I were feeding the monkey and unkown animal when mom comes in and is like, "You better feed that damn snake!" And I'm like yeah. So I gave Rog this other unkown animal and I'm like feed the snake while I'm scared and leaving the room. Rog goes to feed him like no big deal. So I come back in the room and there's this huge green snake with this lump sliding slowly down. Rog is like, "I didn't know you had a snake" SO I tell him my aunt gave him to me, she says he's not poisonous but he can squeeze ya to death." So Rog was like, "Help me put him back in his case(it was a huge empty aquarium)" and I'm like, "Neggy". So I'm asking Rog, if he knew anyone that would like to have a snake and he's like maybe. Then the snake starts crawling up the wall and I'm shouting at Rog to put him back in his case, and he's like chill, he's just exercising. So I leave the room, when I come back, the snake is all coiled neatly in the middle of the room. And I'm like put him back now then, and he's like help me, he's heavy. So I reluctantly help him but while doing it we notice that the snake was dead and I'm all like what you do to my snake? and he's like, Nothing! And I just start bawling, which is weird cuz I don't think I liked the snake. And the monkey s if outta nowhere starts laughing. Then my alarm went off for my run, weirdness!

more suckage

I need someone to call and talk about nothing with. Not having one fucking sucks.

And it's the second night of back 2 bak id10t calls. This is not a good week.

another shitty day

c&w = incompetent assholes
netkyaad = id10t magnet


Anwyas I tink I need to see a dermatologist. my ears and scalp are peeling. My ears were peeling, I thought it was the new earring so I stopped wearing them, same thing. And it's not sunburn, same for my scalp, it's not dandruff, it looks different.

I didn't know Spike Lee directed Summer of Sam. He should do another movie.

which reminds me, I need to check out my medical insurance when I go to work tomorrow.

I was soooo tired today

but me neva sleep even though the calls were few and far between.

Have to go shopping for work shoes and pants, maybe some shirts but I def need shoes and black pants. Who knows I may just get a skirt too.

I didn't get to catch up on my shows today. Gonna try watch, Smith, Venture Bros and Dexter tomorrow.

Some people truly do not deserve to have kids. I wish I was in a better place financially so I could take my cousin away from her dumbass selfish mother my aunt.

I cried today

because of this. Normally news like that just makes me sad and a little depressed. I think what really got me was that the girls he killed, what they went through before they died. Watching the boys being let go and some other people, being tied up and wondering what's gonna happen to them. And thn he kills himself AFTER! Why they never do that first is beyond me. And what's really upsetting is that if the report on ABC is right this is some sort of twenty year old revenge. WTF?

Yay!

Got paid! They havent done the bank switch yet so I'm good. I can get on that UPS.

I did nothing of what I had planned for today, converting vids, sorting brushes and textures. Went a mile and nowhere with Samba. I can see my linux box in windows but I can't access it. I think I should add the network password, I vaguely remember doing it last time but when I do it now I cant see the linux box. this is tre annoying.

I swear, I'm gonna get dreadlocks. I hate combing my hair! I think I'm gonna twist it now, it's been in canerows for months, time for a change.

Raasclaat cable is out and I can't see Dexter :( Gonna have to grab the torrent. I really hope it doesn't disappoint.

Oooh! Just went on the road with a friend. Followed Gregory to Spanish town to drop off some of his friends. He needed a licensed(sp) driver, [shut up David], with him. It was OK, but I wasn't really feeling his friends. When I came back Bushy was on my wall, so I stayed with him and a hol' a reason. It was good, haven't done that in ages. Anyhoo, snack time.

I could've just edited my last post

but me caan bodda. So, finally watched Sympathy for Mr Vengeance. And it was good but it didn't really grab me like the others. Meh.

I need a new job for my sanity and future. I just got so dan comfy and complacent here but I can't stay. 1) It's not what I want 2) this company's future looks bleaker and bleaker.

there's gotta be more to life eh?

Wow!

So me a check out ONTD and smaddy posted on a movie called Lady Vengeance. He/she kept talking about the director Park-Chan Wook and his previous work and how good they are. So I decided to try them. The first one was JSA: Joint Security Area, the short of it, is it's a story about North & South Korea border patrol guards. It's a mystery that slowly unfolds to...it's a mystery that's all I'm gonna say but it was a good watch.

Next was Oldboy, OMG! Now this was another mystery but the ending was just wow! I'm not going to go into this one much cuz I don't wanna spoil anythng for anyone that may watch but it's....dammit! I had no prep so I ain't gonna prep you. But there's lotsa violence and some nudity.

Next up Sympathy for Mr Vengeance, hopefully the calls will be minimal today I can watch with as few interruptions as possible.

Lily Allen = Great Listening

so for the past few weeks, the name Lily Allen has been popping up in a few blogs I visit regularly and Ive been ignoring it till today. I went to youtbe to check her out and watched her music video for Smile which I posted below. She's great! Her music is this great mix of diff genres, sorry but I'm no good at this but I can tell you I like every frigging song on her album, every frigging one. Her lyrics, cheeky smart and full of attitude and yet in songs like Littlest Things so fucking earnest. Between her and Blue October my ears are happy :)

poor Meg

I took her up to bathe her today and she peed herself. She doesn't like running water but she likes being rubed down. Too bad cuz she needs bathing.

I have a dance recital I want to go to Friday but I'm not sure I'm gonna make it and not really sure I wanna. It was one of those couple things me and Rog did and I don't think I wanna go through that.

I need to do something about my head. My scalp is itchy and flaky and it's driving me nuts. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.

normally, I'm home by now

But because of pizza and Futurama I'm not. Whoever is behind Daily Episodes, THANK YOU!!! It's great to pull up any Futurama eppy at random and just watch :)

Slept over at K's last night. Same ole, same ole. Except her new Mac *drools* It's gorge! Makes me want one but I ain't got the money or desktop space or need but I still want one.

Me company's switching banks or whatever. So it's goodbye NCB and hello Scotia. I don't have an account there but I can open one through my company which would be easier than on my own. I think I'm gonna use my NCB account as my savings account and my Scotia as my spending account. Only prob is getting the money from one to the other. I highly doubt those fucks have some interbank system setup and I can't be arsed going from bank to bank. Ain't got that much time to spend in lines. Another downside it will be the New Kingston branch of Scotia, boo, too fricking far for me it's not even in HWT, on my normal route. Oh well.

all is not lost

so I'm leaving today and Meg(Ive decided to name the last pup and I named her Meg after the daugter on Fam Guy that no one likes cuz she's my least fave of the pups.) So I came back from my run and shes there looking at me shaking her tail all food expectant and I melt. I know it sounds corny but I'm starting to like her now. Maybe its cuz she's all I have left but I do.

Sleeping over K's tonite, I should call mom and tell her.

I wanna sleep so bad. Work fucking sucks, jus fucking sucks.

meh

Did the format and re-install. Gotta say this was one of my better ones even if I had to do it 3 times. But it works so I'm good.

The fucking ssh2 connection shit still is shit though and I deleted all the damn songs on the Ubuntu box already.

I've been up and down lately. Like one minute I'm getting fine with the break up and the next it's like some one ripped the band aid off. And I'm trying to not get all depressed so Ive been picking up hobbies I threw to the wayside. Like writing, Crys and I have been working on something I'm trying to get done. Something I don't think I'm good at, humour.

Spent the evening with Gregory again he followed me to the mall to pay my cable bill cuz it got disconnected and those asses onlinde do online banking with a bank I don't have an account with. Speaking of bills, I'm broke. I wanted to buy a UPS but that money has gone to jps. So I may just ask my dad to get me one.

the suckage continues

If you're a regular reader you know I found four pups in my yard. Last week or week before two of them disappeared cuz my fave was still here. I'm now down to one, I think. My fave died this morning, ran over by a car.

I'm now officially broke, payday is next week but all that has some place to go except my wallet :(

I need some good news or something real good to happen to me.

today was a success?

heh, well I did get sleep but I didn't go to RGD to get my dad's birth certifacte corrected. For some reason my computers arent speaking to each other so I couldn't update my Ubuntu box. But on the upside, I hade sleep and Ive gotten a lot of album art for my songs.

New itunes while pretty is annoying the shit outta me. I need an itunes store acount to grab album art so I just use media monkey. Prob is eveytime I do that and go back to itunes the dumb shit act likes my file can't be found, why you ask? It's looking for it in a folder I did not specify as my music folder, watever.

I did found a bunch of duplicate songs though so I'm good.

Tomorrow, I'm gonna have lunch with David and pay my cable bill. LOL, my cable is out. Which is prolly a good thing. I can download the shows I wanna see, well except Fashion House but I don't have the chan so I'm not missing out.

mostly music

made two interesting music discoveries this week. Blue October, who's been out for awhile but I'm just finding out about them. Their album is pretty good. Screw all this pop shit, this is actually a good album. I don't think I deleted one song and the emotion, maybe it's where I'm at but I'm really feeling foiled.

Today I went to my friends' site for their magazine, BACK-A-YARD, and discovered that one of my fave local artist, Tami Chynn, has a talented lil sis, Tess Anne Chin. Clicking on her name will take you to her myspace(yes, I know, I'm not a myspace fan either but she has good music.) Her style is rock mixed with reggae/dancehall. And my fave song on it is Hide Away. She's not signed yet but hopefully she will be soon. I'd love to hear her album.

I need a vacation, I get a 3-day break from work starting tomorrow but I need a vacation from my life. it just blows to the 100000000000000 power. not that I believe in fairy tales but a knight in shining armour would be great right about now better yet, a frigging fairy godmother!

headaches suck

So I'm at home all morning being fine as soon as I step out to go to work, headache. Then when I reached work, nausea kicked in. Kept getting worse and worse until I had some ginger tea and the nausea went away but my head still hurts.

So I'm going to bed now.

life sucks

major ass

Phoenix is here!

Finally got the pics from Rog. So here's Phoenix:


























Isn't she cute?

Had the weirdest thing happen to me today, my computer just turned off. Like power went but everything else had power. So I decided to check the power cable, nothing, so I plugged it into my linux box, still nothing. So I used the linux box power cord and my machine boots fine, apparently the cord died. Good thing I had an extra.

yay! I have clean pups!

I just washed two of the pups. The two black ones have disappeared during the week and I haven't seen them, even when I walked around. So only the brown and b&w one got washed. The flea and tick shampoo seems to be working, alot were washed away and the shampoo supposed to work for 7-10 days so I'm a wash them every Sunday. My only prob is the other pups and the mom. They're still dirty, the mom won't let me get near her so washing her is out and I can't find the other two but I bet they still hang or something. This shampoo better work.

OK, I dunno if I said but I'm gonna. I need to keep track of this. I updated my bios to v1.D0 I now believe the BSODs were because I had 1.C0. I dunno how. I had upgraded to 1.C0 before and the BSOD so I changed it back to 1.B0. If the problem occurs again, I'm gonna go back to B and uninstall MSI liveupdate. I think it autoupgraded to C after it got tired of me ignoring it.

I need to get me a can of compressed air. The two machines are dirty and the linux machine is hella dusty. Gotta go try updating and stuff.

I'm so listless I could die

Ive been infected by the blah today. I have no energy nor ideas to procrastinate on, nothing.

Saw a semi fight today. At the stop before mine, 3 people were at the bus shed. Two females and a guy who's holding a baby. So female A gets on the bus while female B starts to take the baby from the guy. So I turn away when outta the corner of my eye, I see a fist land on B. Then B runs outta my line of sight while the people on the bus try to get him to calm down. Next thing I know, this guy runsaround the bus onto the street. Did I mention he's a holding a baby? Apparently B went to get a bottle and that's why he was running. then this guy gets off the bus to play referee. He gets between them, takes the baby from the guy and gives it to B, who comes onto the bus cussing, despite people telling her to calm and not in front of the baby. So that was my excitement today.

Anyhoo, got my cam at work, gonna lend rog so he can take pics of Phoenix.

And guess who has work tomorrow, yours truly, bah! Gonna try take a nap, work sucks.

sudoku is addicting

Kamillah has me stuck on this annoying game or whatever it's called. I wanna stop but I can't until Ive solved it and trying to solve it hurts my head. Me and numbers don't mix.

Lucky ass Rog got a new dog. It's a puppy, doberman/rottie mix. I can't wait to see her, her name's Phoenix.

Good news is I've been keeping up with writing, exercising and running. I feel so proud of myself.

Sunday I'm gonna format and reinstall windoze and if all goes well then I can bring my linux machine back to work. I wanna start going through the graphics tutorials I'm amassing. Lord, I'm gonna have to relearn Gimp all over again.

Speaking of which, I'm in the process of using my googlepage to list my resources. Ive been getting the post is too large message everytime I edit my Resources. GP is hella restrictive and it's gonna take a awhile copy and paste so it comes out right. Shoulda done that today instead of stupid sudoku. oh well.

and my rita hate grows

so I'm listening fergie's album and she has a rack called mary jane shoes feature rita marley and the i-threes. A song about shoes that samples Bob's No Woman No Cry. this materialistic bitch! I hate when ppl takes beautiful meaningful songs and sample them for dumbass songs. jaime foxx + kanye I'm including you asses too. She continually sells out Bob's legacy, put his name on anything to make a buck and turn around and say shit about people not respecting his legacy. How can they when you obviously don't? ugh!

in with the new

out with the old. Some people were walking round replacing people's bulbs with fluoroscent ones for free. Mom, came in all happy and exchanged all ours. Hope they still work when I get home.

BSOD is still on my ass. I wanna do a format and reinstall since I was planning on doing one anyways but I need to find my BIOS upgrade, 1B0, so I won't have the SATA issues that nearly gave me high blood pressure. It used to be on my hard drive but I can't find it now, bah! Gotta look again. Also gonna try removing Firefox from my system totally but I don't think that's the prob. Something keeps refering to viamraid.sys and I don't know what it is. Format will cure all, hopefully.

I want a laptop and I'm torn between a cute mac or a windoze one. At first, I was gonna get a Mac but Intel's dual core is just calling me. Wait, ignore my ignorance, thed intel macs do hav intel core duo. :D Nows alls I gotta do is work out how to pay for it. Contributions are welcomed :)

Boo to the Macs. I just checked, for what's in my price range I can get a bigger screen and better specs with a notebook, I'll pass.

I'm gone to labrish with co-workers.

another lazy sunday

nothing happened. except a little scare with my 120 on my Ubuntu box but its fine now.

was talking to rog when stu came up and I called him expecting voicemail but he answered, heh. He's fine, same ole Stu.

I actually attempted writing today, typed a few words, heh.

I visit PostSecret every sunday and today, one of them really bugged me:


Maybe it's because I've been commiserating about growing up without my dad with someone who's trying to reconnect with hers but that just, ewww. More than the normal eww.

today was goood!

Yay! My linux machine can handle a DVD burner but I'm still thinking of upgrading the MB or atleast adding more RAM.

Had sushi with David and his parents. Looved it! I heart wasabi :) Then we went to look at orchids at a pet shop and they ended up buying two fishes. Nice pet shop, they had some really pretty birds. We went back to their house and they watched a DVD while I slept, then we played poker! I won the first round by mostly bluffing but I was first out in the second round and now I'm home.

I dunno how many times Ive said it, it must be alot, but I love David's parents. Theyve been together for years and theyre still obviously in love and so affectionate in away that doesn't make you sick or feels corny. I thoughtit woulda made me sad but it didn't. It made me hopeful, and I like it.

Yay! Seems the BSODs are gone, well I hope it is, I can copy from the cd/dvd drive and browse and have no prob. At first I thought the power cut mustve reset my BIOS but that wasn't it. I think it may have to do with an IP conflict with the netspeak, I know it sounds unrelated esp, since the error in events said the error was because they couldn't load viamraid.sys(that's wassociated with something Ive uninstalled ages ago) but since I've put the machine on DHCP, prob is gone. Hmm now that Ive typed it out it still makes no sense. this machine was set to .2, the netspeak grabs .1 by default. Whatev, hopefully it's gone.

Anyhoo, I'm tired, nini.

whys it gotta be good news, bad news?

So I finally found two shows I can watch. Nip/Tuck and Fashion House. I don't have the chan either comes on but I was counting on torrents to keep me up to date. Wrong! While I expext no problems with Nip/Tuck, Fashion House is not going so well. I don't think the torrent makers realize it's on 5/6 times a week. I can only find the 1st eppy same for the other MyNetworkTV debutante Desire(which is just crap, bad acting and uninteresting chars).

I don't have to explain N/T to anyone, I'm loving it so far, I gotta get the previous seasons dvds. Fashion House, even with subpar acting with Bo Derek who's a bit flat at times is still intriguing. The dialogue isnt shitty and most of the actors can act and are muy watchable. I want the damn torrents!!!!

rog and I have sorta settled into not exactly together thing. He's still my first call, like when the puppies went missing(found them around the road) and he did show up at lunch with David. I don't hate him now but he's lost points he wont ever be able to recover.

I knew I shoulda stopped at the ATM today, I want pizza.

Finally!

Finally went to the Japanese restaurant. It was gooood. I had some crab appetizers that was good but I preferred the Chinese version. Then I had Pork Katzu Curry, which was fried breaded pork with a great curry sauce and rice, I want some more. I washed it down with hot sake :) hehe. And for desert Tempura ice cream aka fried ice cream. They have ice cream in a sorta pastry shell fried :)

The LJ people have made this new blogging community called Vox . I signed up for an invite I think this week and Nuri's friend was giving out invites, both came in at the same time, well the one I signed up for came in first but I hadn't checked mail yet. Long story short, I have a Voxblog! You can see it here. I don't think I'm gonna simul post there like I do LJ and Blogger. I may use it for something else. I haven't totally checked it out yet but I'm liking it so far. It comes with built in multimedia capabilities. Like you can link your blog with your Flickr and/or Photobucket account. I got three invites left so reply if you want one. or you can go to the site and sign up for an invite, you should get yours in a few days.

Yes David, I did run this morning even though I went to bed after 2. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be but it wasn't great either.

BTW, if you have the National Geographic channel please check out Fight science. Great show. If you don't have the chan grab the torrent. The human body is amazing!

boo me

So my alarm went off at 5:30 this morning and I reached over and turned it off. So I'm gonna put it where I have to get my ass up to turn it off.

I'm still thinking of another piercing. tongue or top of ear? I dunno.

Japanese for lunch tomorrow! :D Can't wait!

YAY!!!

I got a raise! I cant buy a house and car just yet but I got more breathing room to save and pay bills :) Yay me!

RIP Steve Irwin

The famous croc hunter done in by a sting ray. I have now words beyond that. Is it bad that I'm disappointed its a sting ray and not a croc? I used to make jokes about him dying at the jaws of a croc, hell it was somewhat expected, but a damn sting ray? It's not even that dangerous of an animal(yes I know but still).

I feel sorry for his wife and kids. Losing a husband and dad...my condolences.

of friends and rescued days

so I met Gregory at the mall last night. we ate and walked the mall but was one of the best times Ive had in ages. Thanks Gregory from turning a fucksucky day into a better one.

He supposed to come by at 2 but its now 3:20 and his always-late-ass ain't here. We're supposed to go by Paul and look at his computer. Speaking of which you'd think Paul would call since its his computer that's spazzing.

I realized last nite that I really do love cussing. I prolly shouldn't but it's so expressive. I know some dipshit said cussing is the lazy man's whatever but I don't care. Cussing is very expressive and descriptive and I can guarantee you, it does get your point across so yay cussing.

I'm sooo fucking bored right now, bah!

the fucksucky continues

all day twas bright and sunny, come evening, it's raining like a bitch. so no japanese and sake for me.

now my mom is pissing me off. she refuses to get a temp job till her business is up and running and now she wants me to contribute more to bills cuz she cant and I dont have much of choice since I need light and water etc. So the money I was saving for my certifications is gonna have to be used. What pisses me off most is we've talked about this already, she knows how much I make she knows I can't afford this but her usual response is ask your dad. Apparently he's made of money, let's forget he hasn't had a job in what a year? and he's living off his savings. her utter refusal to get a temp job, a fucking temp job!

seriously if I could get a hit out on someone there's this asswipe in california I'd like taken out, it would be a real service to humankind, PLEASE!!!

today was a bust

I didn't skull work and I didn't get drunk :( Although David dropped by with beer. Keesh & Co all cancelled or watnot :( so the new plan is japanese, sake and poker tomorrow.

Gonna try and go to hellshire on sunday, some fry fish and bammy would do me good. Maybe I can get paul to take me after I look at his computer. I really hope watever is wrong with it isnt serious.

ok, i'm gonna say this again. I need to start running or swimming. I need a sport, regular exercise. I'm not liking this extra weight esp since I can't fit into some of my fave clothes. I wanna go clothes shopping but I dont want anything in my size now whatever it is, so I'm a need to lose some weight first :(

rog went to mobay today, he just called to say hes reached. things have kinda mellowed out between us lately. I guess that's good or watnot.

tonight is the perfect night to get drunk

called David and he's in! LOL, he's gotta get a new fone or get his fixed, his mic is busted and talking via beeps though funny gets annoying.

also called Keesha, she's supposed to call me back .

I'm gonna feel like shit tomorrow. Itchy rashes, prolly a headache but I don't care.

my blogger is back!

after I posted yesterday my blogger went away, so I emailed blogger and posted at the groups and its back, hopefully it won't happen again.

Guess who visited me today? Hi Rog!

I got my nails did!

took off the french and put on normal acrylic with bright red polish.

I looove watching dr 90210, the cases, whether superficial or reconstructiive, are always entertaining or interesting.

I need to get something pierced, maybe my tongue again or the top of an ear, but something's getting pierced.

answers that don't answer anything

It's still hard to accept that after 5 years all I'm left with are these hurtful feelings, unsatisfying answers and anger.

aww Ernesto

You ditched us for Cuba, thanks! Although, I could use an excuse or two to stay home.

Saw the season finale for 4400 and was greatly underwhelmed, just bah. No new eppy of Venture Bros neither :( Fall season is upcoming and I'm not really interested in any of the shows, old or new. Except Sci-Fi is gonna show the full season of Night Stalker :) Even the 3 unaired eppies, I'm soo excited :)

Oooh! One of my fave X-Files is on, the one with original Hope from Y&R. It was actually fun and had the usual intrigue :)

aha!

I think I've figured out why Filezilla kept disconnecting. I think its the VoIP. Ive plugged it out and I havent had any interruption since. I was googling it when I noticed the Run light on the netspeak blinking so I plugged it out and I'm transfering right now without any problems. Yay me!

Also Yay! Mariska Hartigay of Law & Order SVU, she finally won am emmy for her great work on the show. Congratulations Mariska, well deserved win!

I'm just sooo fucking angry right now!

Gorillaz = Brilliance!

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Thanks Nuri!

fucking hell!!!

Life is fucked up! A very close friend can very well go to prison for defending himself! Yeah it's sad that someone died but he was an ass. Dillon walked away from, he away and this fucker runs him down and hits him! ugh! Just please. I hope he's able to make it clear what happened.

Storm's coming!

And no I'm not singing Gnarls. Apparently Jamaica is in the projected path of TS Ernesto which should be here by Sunday which means tomorrow is gonna be rainy. And guess who agreed to switch Saturdays? Yes, me, joy.

So no movie or watnot for me tomorrow.

Woke this morning to find my DSL acting weird. I can browse but my VoIP, messengers and torrent client couldn't connect. They connected for a few minutes then went back to not working. I hope it works itself out by the time I get home cuz calling C&W's customer care is a pain.

New earrings!

I bought three pairs of earrings today! Two studs and one gold hoop. I'm loving them but I'm not feeling the hoops mostly cuz I can get my fingers tangled when Im messing with my ear buds but I can wear them on special occasions.

Spoke with Rog today. All I can say is I'm starting to accept that this break-up is for the best. If you still read this, 1436.

Gonna try and bring my linux box back to work next week. Even though my monitor at work is dark I think I should try Gimping again.

where's my manners?

Thanks for the hat David!

I love my sis!

She washed and combed my hair today :) She wubs me. We went to sign some papers for mom but the JP wasn't there so we gotta go back another day.

I was supposed to buy some earrings today but the rain caught me so I rushed to work. Ive lost two halves of two diff pairs. I may just go ahead and get the top of my ear pierced while I'm at it. But it's gonna hurt and I'm scared.

I'm working this Saturday but that means I get the next two Saturdays off. David and I are supposed to go this new Japanese restaurant that doesn't have sushi :( but he says they have more traditional Japanese dishes. I hope theyre good.

Anyhoo, it's freedom time! Time to call my cab and head home.

New stove!

Came home to a new stove today :) Now I can try a bunch of recipes I've always wanted to. I've got an oven I can use! So if a coupla days from now my belly aches or I get food poisoning you'll know why.

I'm currently jamming to what's supposed to be JT's secon single, My Love with TI. I like it. Kelis' Blindfold Me is growing on me. Tomorrow I'm getting Outkast's I'm sooo excited about that :)

I forgot

Got dim sum yesterday and it was gooood! then went by David's and watched The Hills Have Eyes and Kiss Kiss Bang Bang. THHE was crap, not scary and not funny not even squeamish, I think I nodded off too. KKBB was good though, I had some laffs.

I should say thanks to Crysta, the Pantene is doing greatness for my hair.

And work! Oy! Kamilah was sick, Adrian had an exam so Monique was the only one in customer care. Lucky for her I was in town being dumped so I worked 4 extra hours today. Good news is the boss knows although I dunno what good that's gonna do.

It's official, when I grow up I'm gonna be Karen Walker of Will & Grace.

I'm single

After what...four years? I'm single again. Can't say it's a total surprise, though, I sorta knew this was coming but I guess I thought it could've been worked out. SO now you're baptized and I'm not good enough for you because fucking corithians said some shit about uneven yolk. I will say this and it maybe out of anger or whatnot but I'm sure I'll feel the same 10 years from now. I hope you NEVER find even yolk and if you do, I hope you are both fucking miserable. I hope she's a painful sad reminder of what you lost with me and I sincerely hope you regret this for the rest of your life. And not the little pangs of regret either the heavy suffocating type that keeps your ass up at night.

In the past four years, I knew who you were and I never tried to change you, I never tried to interfere with your Christianity but now your baptized it's a big issue? You can't date me but you can still have heathen friends and co-workers? But I suppose it's not the same, huh?

What really fucking hurts is feeling I'm not worth fighting for. I'm just dirt you don't want on your new clothes. thanks a lot rog.

And the devils on your shoulder that encouraged this, esp HER, congratulations, took you four years but you got what you wanted, hope you choke on it.

work is my enemy

Spent last night with Keesha and Ally and friends watching movies (Little Man[thank God I didn;t pay to see that tripe] and Madea goes to Jail[Funny!]) Then we went to Peppers to look for Eddie but he wasn't there so we stood outside and talked till like 4am. I enjoyed it! Chat bout dogs and whole heap a foolishness. I miss hanging with people.

That's why I'm at work now trying to sleep but this eediat woman won't come off the line with her dumbness. Me tiad a har now. 43 raasclaat minutes!

I'm supposed to sleepover David's tonight but I forgot my sleepover bag so I'm going have to go and come back for Dim Sum tomorrow.

Anyways me ago try get some sleep before the next eediat call me.

someone wants one of my babies :(

So Rog calls and he's like someone wants a bitch. I know I can't keep them all but I don't wanna let them go. :(

O!M!G! I just saw the ad for HBO's Rome DVD. I'm soooooooo buying it. That show is fucking greatness! Can't wait for Season 2.

I hate this fucking heat!

Oooh! Just saw the ad for Crank, I heart Jason Statham, he could soooo get it. So yeah, I'm a watch Crank.

As I was saying, this heat fucking blows! Can't wait till this house is done renovating but it's gonna take forever. Being broke blows!

some Anika history

Chris an old friend came to visit and ofcourse we chatted about the time that was. The time when most everyone were friends. The time when we'd all go out. The time we'd play dominoes all night and talk about everything and nothing. And now it's all gone, why? one couple.

Now this couple were my friends. Let's call him J and her S. J and I were closer, we share the same bday and we used to say that made us siblings. S, we were tight but not as tight as me and J. Their relationship, was bi-polar. Theyd fight, make up, fight, make rinse and repeat. Where the problem came in was their respective families weren't very for this relationship so they sorta snuck around. Everyone knew they were together but they couldn't be at each other's house together. This is where the trouble started.

Everytime word got back to their parents theyd think it was one of her cousins A or T. It couldve been them but not totally. The 'lady' that live to me is a A-class village lawyer(gossip monger) that woman, B, spent a lot of her time at her gate just watching people and spreading shit. And the lines we being drawn. S stopped talking to A and T, J didn't but their relationships were strained. I was friends with everyone but that was running hagged. Esp since shit was being said about me and J's sister's bf. (lost ya yet?) I was supposedly fucking him, heh.

Now, everyone was still basically playing dominoes and partying even with the strained or broken relationships. And I mustve been dumb cuz I never thought we'd split for good but we did.

I was pretty passive in this until S stabbed A in her sleep, she put r garlic or watnot on the blade so she wouldn't feel it and basically left her to bleed in her sleep. Did I mention A and S are cousins? I really couldn't be friends with S after that. then me and J's realtionship that was already strained broke. I remember that talk. He was mad that A had S arrested. According to him theyre family and they shouldve worked it out between them. I told him point blank that that was BS. She stabbed her in her sleep, left her to bleed ot death and she should continue to stay in the same house as her? leave her free to try again? he seriously just walked off and that was that for us.

S went to court and got probation and she and her mom and sis moved into another house up the street. I lost track of their drama cuz I was in the middle of mine. All of a sudden I was sleeping with everyone's man and me like the perfect idiot trying to placate everyone repeating myself and explaining the fucking obvious. Like for instance, R one of the bf's I was supposed to be fucking used to come to my house to play solitaire and wait for dominoes to start(his gf's mom didnt like him so he couldn't hang there.) My mom used to work the evening shift on Fridays and she'd leave like at 2 or thereabouts and he came around that time. Now this was before the addition the computer was at the front window whcich was always open during the day bcuz of the heat, same for the door. SO anyone walking past could see him. meanwhile my ass is in my room sleeping, cuz I was up all night playing dominoes or chatting shit. I wake up in the evening in time for dominoes and we both left to play. Next thing I hear, me and him were locked up in my house all damn day. 1) My mom was there half day 2) all those fuckers KNOW my house is too hot to lock the windows and doors during the day.

I would try to defend myself against this shit. And so the rumours continued till I had my fill. his gf asked me once if we were fucking and I told her yes cuz I was pissed. Shit Ive been saying 'no' for weeks apparently it wasnt pleasing to her so I changed the answer. Bitch hasnt spoken to me since. He called me asking why I said and I told him I was tired and she apparently wasnt satisfied with no so I gave her a new flavour and he laughed. It's around that tine we started fucking, I was getting the blame might as well play the game. That was some good sex.

Now, me and Chris rehashed all this and we had some luaghs but you know what's real key, the relationship that started this is busted now and busted good. he migrated and discovered he's gay and likes being taken care of by some guy. S was devasted when she found out but she's over it now, she's got a new man and daughter.

Me, I don;t talk to none of them bitches no more. A lot of my friends ask why I spend so much time in my house and online, that's a major reason. Not to say there isn't fucked up ppl online but theyre easier to get rid off.

I'm still mad and sad we lost dominoes and the fun but Ive gained a thicker skin and a realization that I shouldn;t care so much what people think and say about me. people are gonna always talk shit.

Hmm, I seem to have left out some stuff but my fingers hurt and this was good, typing this shit out was therapy. And if I was to type out all the shit I'd be here all night and my ass needs to get home.

another not so lazy Sunday

Bah! Didn't get everything I wanted done done. I did get mom's computers setup but mine isn't. Mom;s stuff is off mine so I dont have to sit around and wait for her to get off mine, greatness. Gregory came by to help, thankfully.

For some dumb reason Filezilla breaks the connection saying something about software error, annoying as fuck. All I wanna do is update my music and vids and stuff but I cant. I'm gonna see if filezilla needs updating or something.

Still haven't gone by Keesha's yet. And I feel bad cuz I didn't even call. First thing tomorrow, for real.

I actually watched Keyshia's show on BET. Got new respect for her. I respect anyone that worked their way up from a shitty life. I now get why she' got a stank attitude but she needs to reconize not everyone is out to do her harm, she should chill sometimes.

My screen is still flickering or what not, gonna try reseating or dusting off my vid card cuz it doesn't happen on my linux box and adjusting my settings change nothing.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to go get my dad's birth certificate sorted, but I'ma wait and see. Gonna call first.

Gonna go get me a shower, ttyl.

:(

Ok, the kids are fed, my hair is washed, mom's computers are all installed and shit. I still need to update my linux box though but that's gonna be later or tomorrow.

Keesha's grandad died, he had had a stroke. I was going to go by her tonight but I think tomorrow will be better. Sooo not looking forward to this. I feel so helpless around grieving people.

sleep!

woke up a coupla times this morning. I hate interrupted sleep. One of the times it was one of mom's friend, asked her where my umbrella is and she's acting like she doesn't remember but I'm just gonna buy a new one. The pups also waked me, one got herself stuck and I had to rearrange stuff for them.

I'm about to head back to bed but I got some computer stuff to do with mine and mom's computers, :(

Also I need to check out onlinetvrecorder but aother friend is, I'll wait on him but the channels are German channels and my German is non existent but I'm a still keep my eye on it in case it expands.

My hair needs washing, I'm trying to pull it out but I'm gonna go sleep and try again later.

One more!

So I go to check up on the pups and there's one more, a black one. My neighbor says there were more when she was at her previous spot.

Friday! No work tomorrow! I brought home my linux box, gonna update it and try attaching the scanner and scan some pics.

What else? eh nothing much. got some pics of the pups though:

I have pups!

For the past few nights Ive been hearing puppies making noise but I just assumed it was the neighbor's. Nope they're in my yard. It's three of them a black one, brown one and black and white mom. My other neighbor says there were more pups but I dunno where, I looked around my yard and only the three. It's two now, I dunno where the black one has gone off to. The black & white one has a club foot. When I came back to take pics he was gone. I'm a need to block off the hole in the wall so they stay inside. Here they are under some construction materials hiding from the sun:

ugh!

so, I heard game's one blood today . I hate, hate, hate, hate when they sample a song and twist it's original meaning. (that includes you jamie foxx and kanye west for wat you did with Ray's song) Game took a song about unity, putting aside differences to do a weak ass rap about his dumbass feud with his exes.

it's one of those months, when you've spent a lot of money and no idea where it's gone. I haven't made any unnecessary purchases but I'm broke and the 28th is tooooo far away.

Rog, it's been how long since your name was here? I called him to stop by me on his way home. This joker turns up at my office door, topless! LOL cheered me up, cuz I wasn't in a good mood.

walked to and fro Wendy's today, felt good.

and apparently my workload is gonna increase. not only customer care but sales? should be fun.

Finally saw the Cham + Alicia Keys vid, I like it. I'm too lazy to go hit up youtube and embed itm do it youself. I also saw a teaser for Smokin' Aces at http://www.smokinacesmovie.net/teaser/ I can't wait to see it. It looks very Guy Ritchie-ish, the lock-stock-and-two-smoking-barrels and snatch Guy Ritchie :) My husband is in it :) Common!

I subjected myself to what's supposed to be beyonce's next single. it's better than deja poo(love that name) but it still sounds unfinished, like it still needs some touching up. I'm not feeling this new beyonce. Not that I'm a fan but she could still put out some good stuff but these two songs, ain't gonna make it to my ipod at all.

Watching mr & mrs smith, I love that movie.

I have been writing, just not IOU(sorry Crys) Back 2 Basics has been pretty inspiring.

Anyhoo I'm off, ttyl

today sucked and was good

oy vey! today all the dumbasses stayed home and called customer care. I'm not even gonna relive the dumbness I had to endure today.

Anyways, the bf stopped by :) love you Rog!

OK, 4400 just got interesting again. Jordan is back!!! I'm soo watching Sunday's, I wanna see Jordan and Isabelle!

finally

OK, I finally uploaded the picks from last wednesday:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/hetairai/sets/72157594226924074/

FYI

Me being a Xtina stan aside, I'm looooooooooooooving Back 2 Basics. mercy On Me, The Right Man, Hurt, Understand and others! And I love that she's mellowed out on this album, her adlibs are suitably turned down :) I'm so buying this!

Back to regular scheduled programming.

I'm back!

lol, Ive been back since Wedneday night but I wasn't feeling well so I went straight to bed. Had a great time Wednesday though. Ate too much, swam in the sea(which reminds me I need swimsuits), hung with my cousins and took pictures. And you know what? All the food I ate I threw up on Mt Rosser :( For the first time in years I got motion sickness.

Idlewild at the end of August! I hope Palace don't make me wait too long! Every commercial, every music video make me wanna see this move more and more and the album! Dammit! I need some gooooooood new music. Apart from Nelly Furtado, Gnarls and India new music has been suckage lately. letoya's album sucks! yes I know she's #1 and she beat pharrel which means his album may suck more. I got some ne albums, Cassie's which I knew was gonna suck but I still wanted to hear it. Tamia's Between Friends is good though, I'm on the 4th track and haven't deleted anything yet. And I also have Xtina's album. I'm a Xtina stan and as much as I like her trying something new I hope it doesn't blow up in her face or my ears. Stripped was greatness so hopefully B2B isn't too bad.

I need to request Gnarl's smiley faces video cuz none of the torrent guys have it up and I'm getting mighty impatient. That vid belongs on me ipod.

As for Wedneday's pictures, I'll post them on Sunday. I'm trying to clear other to-do stuff first.

Pics!

ok, I used my digi cam and took pics of some pics of me when I was younger. I'm gona need to hook up the scanner to do them better but that's for another day.

Some friends of mine posted their baby pics and I've succumbed to peer pressure and posted mine. Here's the link to them:

Anika's younger pics

What did I do today, Emanciption Day? Took pics and slept. I'm gonna pack for my trip to country tomorrow. Well there's no packing since its just one day but I'm charge the ipod and digicam batteries. FOOD!!!!! hehe.

I'm a bad Jamaican

I can't believe Miss Lou has died 4 days ago and I'm just realizing it. I'm sooo sad now. She was such an icon! And I loved her most of all because she made our culture our language(patois) not just acceptable but something to be proud of. Watch me now!

Me ago country! hehe. me ago eat till mi bus' mi auntie a cook so me ago eat and tek picha get some color pon mi foot dem. rhaatid! me nuh have no swimsuit backside! well me can swim inna shirt and shorts, maybe me can stop on buy one pon di way.

No wuk fi two days to blow wow! me cris!

lawd, me haffi go dig up me old picha dem before me get bad up. rasta, mi figet fi tek the scsi card from the old computa so me can use the scanner pon the new one. well me have mi digital camera me can use dat.

anyways, me gone go idle or sumting, layta.

RIP Aunt Lou!

early campaigning

the opposition party just had a long ass motorcade through my neighborhood. It's not even election year. It was really long, them in their green shirts piled in cars, trucks and buses. Nice to see they have something to do with their Sunday.

So I went to sleep again, prolly gonna go back again.

another lazy sunday

what did I do today? NOTHING! slept, ate watched some TV. Speaking of which, I'm glad I have NO gender confusion whatsoever.

so much things to say

another day and more nothing. Well not really.

I've got Xilisoft Video Converter, a great all-in-one video converter. I can convert my music vids and tv shows and put them on my ipod :) Life is good.

Came home to a power cut last night. Spoke with Rog on the phone to pass time then light came back. I dunno how I would've slept in that heat.

What did I do today? More "secret project" work. And I realized today I had more work than I orginally thought but it's all good. There is no rush but I'd like it done so I can get to working on current stuff.

My dog longing has returned. It's so bad now that I'd settle for a toy dog. LOL, I'd really like a Jack Russell Terrier. Fuck it. I'm gonna really start look for a small-medium dog that I can get or buy.

My fucking uncle choked my cousin. this grown ass man chiking a little kid. And he just acts like he's bull buck and duppy conqueror and I hate it. I hate that one day someone is gonna stop him from doing his usual crazy shit and get sent to jail. Why can't he buy bad drugs and die or jus OD. that's one funeral I know I'd be glad for. And yes, I know how that sounds but when you have a psycho drug addict who fully recognizes that they have a problem and just plain doesn't give a fuck, come talk to me.

Hmm, Ive been thinking about getting my own domain. Don't ask me why. It's not like I have anything to put on there. My art, lol. My fiction, riiight. Maybe fanlistings, I'm really loving Eureka and Psych. Gus(Psych) deserves a FL, he's hilarious. But I'm too lazy to make graphics and do coding and stuff. Which is really sad, since I do have the time and opportunity. But I'm working on it, really.

OK, back to "secret-projecting".

dammit! dammit! dammit!

I had my friend order Valley of the Dolls for me and they fucked up and sent me Beyond VOTD. I know I should send it back but I really can't be bothered, its gonna be too much damn trouble and money. Now I gotta do this again, ugh! Prolly just ask my dad to send me it instead. I'm so damn pissed and disappointed. fuck!

ok tried it

kfc's curry crunch, and it's not bad still not better than bbq and hot & spicy but its better than the blandnes that's original so I'll go with it once in awhile.

So far so good with the new ipod. I should get one of those ipod video converters so I can watch my tv shows or wat not on it.

Venture Bros = greatness! The Monarch is my fave, hilarious vilain. Necromancer is pretty funny too but Monarch takes the cake, him Dr Girlfriend and the Henchmen. And Brock! Brock can get it and he ain't my type.

New iPod!!!

I got my new iPod! It's a 30Gb, black and smaller than my old one. It has a color screen :) I think I can put pictures on it but I dont want to, waste of space. Now it's currently updating so tomorrow I can tune people out again :)

kfc has some curry fried chicken I'm thinking of trying, maybe tomorrow night when I'm coming home.

wat else? ok, mind is blank, so tomorrow or whenever.

backwardism

So, I call my usual taxi, got his voicemail and called base. Theyre telling me that voucher work(company jobs) has to be out through base BUT I can request a specific driver. And I'm like, how's that fair? It's the same thing except indirect. Look, I have like 2/3 drivers I normally call cuz when they say 5 minutes its 5 minutes. Plus when they drop me off, they don't leave till I get in and now I'm supposed to thro it out to random asses that say 5 minutes and come in like 15? So instead of calling my driver directly, I should go through the base, dumbness.

Haha, the competition is getting fierce!!! 4 and 6 MB broadband? Niiice! Can't waitt ill theyre available in my area :)

I actually wrote today, ain't that grand? hehe.

Exercised this morning, haha, almost forgot how but it wasnt so bad since Ive been running but yeah, I was definately behind where I was when we stopped.

I wish these work-from-home things were as easy as they said or what not, they seem scammish to me but if they weren't I'd be sooo into it.

I love Miami Ink, I haven't been able to watch it in ages because TLC has been off my tv for awhile but I'm glad it's back. I love Kat and her work. Almost makes me want a tattoo.

did a little secret project today, just a little but I'm nearly half way done this part of the project.

didn't do much else except swelter, its too damn hot!

so, gonna go sort stuff to put on the linux machine.

yeah

secret projecting is a tad tiring and I'm mad at myself that I slept through half the day. I didn't get as much done as I wanted but there's still tomorrow.

Wow, my dad is classic. Doesn't check his voicemail or emails so him answering my call was funny. He's like Anika? But my area code is NY, haha, that was fun-ish. Tried calling the bf's bro but kept getting his voicemail.

Passions back in the day was quite good. Hopefully now that JER is back full time he'll work on reclaiming that greatness but so far all he's doing is recycling old stuff with the new and old characters, not cute.

All this music vids are making me really wanna see Step Up.

fucking jps

asses were doing work in the area and instead of giving us prior warning the bitches came fucked up AND THEN asked people to turn off their power. I was just opening my front door wen I heard funny noise in my house and a commotion outside. Asses were cut some tree or the next and it hit something and caused a surge. Burnt one of our surge protectors and my dsl modem adapter :( I'm just glad it wasnt my modem and my new cordless fone and MTA device are fine. SPeaking of which, I had a id10t moment wen redoing it tonight. I thought I had plugged it in the modem but it was the wrong cable didnt realize till after I called Customer Care. Everything is fine now. I have net and I can call usa, canada and uk so I'm good.

haha, its that time of month for me, 3 ladies in my office and some of my online friends.

YAY!!!

Got it! Netspeak is up and running, well, the cordless I bought for it wont finish charging till tomorrow but I can make and receive calls so I'm good :)

I couldn't receive calls at first they went straight to voicemail but it was because something called SIP was blocked on my modem. After spending years on C&W call, I finally got a nice fellow that gave me wrong instructions but I had the power of google and I prevailed! Special thanks to Crysta & Nuri for being my guinea pigs!

I think my Valley of the Dolls DVD is here :) YAY! I can hardly wait to watch :)

unlimited calls to us, uk and canada

nope, I ain't advertising, but I just signed up for C&W's Netspeak, where I pay one low fee for unlimited calls to us, uk and canada with 3 way and voicemail and such. I pick up the thingy tomorrow, I also need to pick up a fone, I may just get a cheap cordless. SO now I'm on the hunt for landline numbers of friends and fam in us, uk and canada. I'm a call your asses then the newness is gonna wear off and I ain't gonna call ya in ages.

wow, I gotta get myself reacquainted with stuff related to secret project, can't believe I've forgotten so much.

mom's back! good news, she brought lotsa mangoes :) so i'm good and my hair is in dire need of a wash so I'm glad she's back.

progress!

I did work on my resume and I did go back to the UN site. they did have a tech opening but I don't know French :( It was something in Africa, Congo to be exact. Now that I'm looking at my resume it needs a new look and some beefing up so it's time for me to get some certifications, more like PAST time. Gonna do as Warren says and start with some MS ones.

Yay me! I actually wrote today. Not IOU, sorry Crys but something else, a throwaway. Also, another project that was on hold is being ressurected :) Can't say what right now but I'm muy excited.

Anyhoo, back to business.

I need a change

today was a good day in that it really motivated me to dust off my resume, not just say I'm gonna do it. I need a new job, maybe it will be the same shit or worst but I need to go. enough is enough.

welcome to jamrock!

where the raas do I start? seriously? I can't wait for tomorrow, I'm gonna know why there was an all island blackout for over 5 hours? well.. me already know why but me jus want hear the excuse. This shit is what happens when your govt is set of greedy Animal Farm pigs and sell your country out to the highest bidder no matter how shady their past is.

on a lighter note. bus preacher(s) + rastafarian(s) on one bus = hilarity. Took a 75 to half way tree and when I came on some christians were singing, no big deal. But everytime they hit a pause the rastafarians at the back of the bus would shout, "Jah! Rastafari!", "Haile Selassie"(to which one of the singing women would say, "Dead long time") I laughed the entire trip

heh

apparently power didn't go today, color me surprised.

nothing much to report. got work tomorrow, gonna call people that shouldve been called AGES ago but I'm the only one that checks voicemail so...

wow, stuff

so, what's been happening? stuff and nothing.

Saturday marks the day the toll is gonna start, heh.

New Season of Venture Bros fucing rocks! It's still funny and Brock Samson retains his shaggability.

Ive been writing, slooooowly but surely, but its better than nothing.

ugh!

fuckery!

And if that shit wasnt bad enough, more fuckery I have no words. But see this is why people have no respect fro christians and churches. how the fuck you back shit like that? how the fuck you stay a member of a church like that? wat the fuck kinda God do they think they serve? someone needs to burn that "church"

I can't even talk about anything else, I'm so fucking mad.

Quick ques

If blogging is for punks, wha does that make the readers of blogs?

Alone at last!!!

Yes! Yes! Yes! Mom gone a country for like a week :D Know what dat mean? I can be as loud as I wanna, watch what I wanna without the nagging.

So, if you need a place to throw a party within the next few days call me. But mek sure bring your own food and stuff, cupboard bare!

the prob with sleeping all day

is that you're up all night. I can't sleep :(

Warren's back!

He's back from BVI! Smelling good. They lost/left one of his suitcases :( SO my prezzie is somewhere, boo!

OK, gotta burn Foxney DVDs for Crysta. And prolly stare at my IOU some more lol.

so what

ugh! I've been staring wt my Writely IOU page since last week and I've yet to write jack. Which wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have these ideas in my head.

Went to see Superman Returns but it was sold out. Sovereign was filled kiddies, ugh! Gonna try get a shift change so I can see it Monday.

so here I am watching the craptastic movie just because of one cute guy, and he's just cute, I need Jesus.

Gonna try go for Dim Sum tomorrow but I'm not so sure.

Visited the UN Volunteer page today, forgot how muddled it is. Well, it's not really muddled but it could be more clearer, better organized. They have an IT specific Volunteer branch so I'm gonna sign up for that one and see how it goes.

today was goood!

Got to spend the morning with the bf watching National Geographic. Had a pretty good day at work. All in all, today was a good day.

Tomorrow I'm bringing my computer to work tomorrow, maybe I'll do more than idle on it.

Note to self: remember to check out UN, Red Cross and other volunteer services. I wanna try some free travelling and actually feel like I'm accomplishing something.

I got my nails done!

yep, went got my nails done, French tips, I really really like them.

Gonna see Superman Returns, hopefully its as good as the critics say, hopefully it won't suck like X3 did. I also wanna see Miami Vice. lol, I know, but I like what I've seen so far and it certainly can't be much worse than X3.

My scalp is flaking like a fiend. I need something that works, any recommends please drop me a line.

dr 90210, is a great show, plus its a great time filler till Futurama starts.

Gonna try write something.

*sigh*

the ride home on the 8A(yay! no 8A complaints tonite) some bus preacher, a young one, came on pimping his CDs. And he ofcourse previewed the CD in between his preaching/half assed sales pitch. I NEEDED my ipod then sooo bad.

Gimme!

This is the Nooka Zen-V and it's my new must have gadget, only I won't ever have it :( but in the meantime I can still look at it and imagine what it would look like on my hand. The company have other cool and unique watches and you can check them here.

First day without my ipod and it sucks. Went to the bank and this guy was cussing about some shit or the next and I couldn't tune his ass out with music. Than seriosly blows. I'm gonna go home and try a forced restart on my ipod and see what gives.

Hopefully all my files transfers are done, well the major stuff anyways. All I have to do now is copy over stuff like new music and gimp files and I should be able to bring my linux box back to work.

R.I.P. ipod

that fucker is dead. Fully charged and cant even do like 10 secs of a song. I gues old age and drops have taken its toll. oh well, gotta find new ways to amuse myself on the road :(

Woulda finished my files transfer today if my mom hadn't just up and turned offone of mycomp, then IMs me and like. I turned off oneof the comps, were you still copying? I swear, she rides my last nerve sometimes.

Which reminds me, I need to redo my resume and cover letter, I need a real job not tis fuckery.

I'm gonna get my nails redone, I keep biting them and theyre so not cute.

I love Dr 90210, I really think it's a great show but man. The patients sometimes, I swear they need a good strong right hand sometimes. And Dr Rey, like him, I do, but sometimes he's such a perv, or he comes off as pervy.

Oh yeah, some pimping , a very talented friend of mine started her own icon community, check her out: reroutedreams.

what was lost is found

Whoever made Active@ File Recovery and R-Studio NTFS THANK YOU!!!!!!!! I got my files back :) I got my files back :) Now I gotta recover copy to linux box, reformat drives and then copy back :)

So I'll be up late tonight getting my drives back in shape.

I'm gonna switch out my sata drives to ide fuck this shit. I just need to find buyers.